Jean-nius nya!

A quest for Mr Right.

2012-01-29T02:00:00.000+08:00

爱要耐心等待仔细寻找感觉很重要；
宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱；
我相信在这个世界上一定会遇到
对的人出现。

- 对的人戴爱玲

We are constantly seeking our Mr. Right, but how do we know when we have already found one? It might be a thousand miles away, or it might be just right in front of you! =D

I really believe that we must have the faith that the right person is there waiting for you. There was the ancient Greek story that says humans originally have four arms and legs with a head with two faces, but due to God Zeus's fear of them empowering Him, he split humans into half to let them search for their other half for the rest of their lives. So, I strongly believe that my other half exist and he's there waiting for me =P

Just felt like sharing some thoughts here because I saw some friends and relatives of mine who are struggling in their relationships, and when it's time to let go, they just can't do it, because it's either they are too afraid to lose their current boyfriend, or they just don't believe they can find someone better than their previous partners. Even myself have gone through and I know how hard is it to let go of someone you deeply loved before. (We must have faith!) Anyway, I cannot define what and how is it like to be your Mr Right ~~because I haven't met one yet??!~~ but I'm sure for one thing, when you're with him, you'll feel deeply happy and satisfied. Yes, satisfied.

Throwing all above aside, the situation nowadays might have changed. In this fast-paced generation like us, changing partners might be as fast as changing your contacts lens =P (what a description!@@ haha pfft) ~~oh maybe changing diapers~~ We get to make new friends through social networking sites and never ending social apps, get connected ain't like the old times where we send love letters or make phone calls to each other, instead people contact each other 24/7 and could even skype/facetime etc etc that gives us visual satisfaction anytime. Hence, relationships nowadays can develop in thunder speed, which is something bad..... and good.
Bad because relationships that develop fast, goes away fast as well. 来得快,去得更快! We didn't have the time to really know each other, to get used to each other's lives, and we let ourselves jumped into something we'll regret later. (Yes, I learnt that relationships have to be developed slowly) Yet, there's still the brighter side where we can utilize these technology developments to have a deeper understanding of your other half. As soon as we realized that that person is not the one that you're looking for, you can try again and again and again, to explore the different people that walks into your life. Of course, I don't mean by playing around. And also, provided that you are capable of letting go when it's time to let go. 潇洒地挥手说再见! and probably both of you can be friends again. (And again, I agree, too that we have to explore when we have the chance to, until you're really happy and satisfied).

So, it comes back again to satisfaction. When two person come together, there will definitely be arguments and conflicts, because there's no two same person in this world. We can't read minds, and if humans were given the ability to read minds, life wouldn't be the same again. That's where communication comes in. If both can find a way to communicate effectively, to express themselves, to reach an equilibrium point where conflicts can be balanced, or no conflicts at all, then both can get to know each other more and more, day by day. And soon, the other half might be able to know the other just by a glimpse of an eye contact or body language. That's why there is this thing called 默契。

I'm sure that when you've met the right one, you'll always be happy and satisfied. No matter what both of you are doing, as long as you are together, you'll feel contented, as simple as it is. You won't complain to your peers or jimui-s about his act that upsets you, neither you would posts emo statuses on FB or blog posts (wtf hahaha) just to release your dissatisfaction! You won't try to do extra things to attract his attention nor you would lose your temper easily for small matters. Because he gives you what you want, he satisfies your needs, attention and assurance, he constantly cares for you and your feelings, and he's smart enough to sense what his girlfriend really wants. Vice versa, if a girl satisfies his boyfriend's expectations and demands, and is smart enough to know the do-s and don't s, the (good) boys will stay and will not have the need to find another girl. (yea GOOD ones only hahaha)

Everyone has expectations in their relationships, be it conscious and unconscious ones. I learn that we must first identify our own conscious and unconscious expectations in love, and we must get to know the other half's expectations too. This can really help to avoid unwanted arguments that could destroy a relationship. Conscious ones are like: He needs to be tall/smart/handsome/rich/love me etc while unconscious ones are like : He has to help me take my bag or open the door for me/ He has to apologize to me after a fight/ He has to be ambitious and hardworking in his career etc etc. There's more and more to list down. But of course, we must also identify which ones are the essential ones, ones that are the priority and also the secondary ones. We can't be greedy cause there's no Mr. Perfect! We have to identify our differences and fully accept it! And that's where tolerance takes place.

When two different people can't tolerate their differences, it's either they stop the relationship or one of them have to change their behavior (which is hard) Also, we can't change a person. Hence, why is it so important to date someone a few times or get to know someone for a certain amount of time first before getting really committed into the relationship? When there's a realization that both of you are different, and it causes arguments and unhappiness, people tend to ignore it, or naively hope that one day he or she will change for him/her. We always have that 'try first, then see how' tendency, not knowing that feelings will eventually develop deeper and deeper, until one day you are unable to let him/her go although you both know that both are not suitable for each other. If so, they only will stay in constant unhappiness, and it causes both parties to be tired of each other soon.

Hence, finding that person which makes you happy and satisfied is crucial. Both of them are satisfied with just the way their partners are, both can accept their differences and flaws and yet still sees the best in each others eyes.

For those who are already in a happy and healthy relationship, cherish them!! Cause at the end of the day, it is you who decide who'll be your Mr./Mrs Right!

Quote of the day:

So these are my definition of a Mr Right, how about you? =D

ps: My Mr. Right, where are you? =P

Dragon Year.

2012-01-24T00:32:00.004+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!!! 新年快乐！！！

Currently at Kulim, Kedah, which is my mummy's hometown. It's our first time celebrating CNY here, breaking the traditional rules of the chinese! (初二才回娘家) ngek ngek! Partly because my grandparents are getting old so my mum wish to spend more time with them.

Yea, always cherish the people around you. 珍惜眼前人！

Family portrait! (okay, maybe semi-family portrait)

Too lazy to dress up or whatsoever. Shall let my face breath and get lazy to dress up for a few days. LOL.

Family lovessss <3

How can I miss out this two lovely kiddos?? Awwwwww. Always feel like squeezing and pinching them! Oopss haha!

Not to mention the usual gambling sessions during CNY! Loving every moment of it =P

And food. and firecrackers. and SLEEP. hehe.

Anyway, just a quick post to make my blog a lil more lively =P

Follow me on Instagram @suejeanlee! Just started using this app and I'm loving it =P

Happy CNY,
XOXO,

Sue Jean.

When I'm ready.

2012-01-19T15:32:00.000+08:00

Finally done with my 2 hour lecture/presentation! Pheeeeewww. What a relief! I'm so glad that we did it! Thanks to my Bee Christine <3 She's a good friend, good listener, good adviser, good team mate, good partner!

Before presentation: Pale look @@ Nervous!!!

Camwhore first! =P

Celebrating our success at Sushi Zanmai! XD

With the gang!

Happy! Chinese New Year is coming!!! Ang pow ang pow ang powsss! I've been so busy with school lately that i almost didn't realize that CNY is just few days ahead! Weeeee. Was so occupied with so many stuffs recently, I need time for myself to breath. Guess this holiday is another time for me to relax and rejuvenate =)

On a more personal thought, I always remind myself to brush off negative feelings aside (yes, negative feelings) and in fact, ignorance really is bliss. However, sometimes i felt that though I'm really really contented with what I have now, that feeling of emptiness somehow still lies in me. I always wonder whether I can be that original me again but I'm sure it's just a matter of time. I'm glad that emo-ness has faded away, but still, that thing that aches me when the thoughts come haunting me. Ignoring is just a way of protecting myself but my blessings are always there. I'm proud that I've the enough courage to face the past, at least for now, it suffices.

I will just smile and tell myself, I'm fine.

XOXO,

Sue Jean.

A Great Start!

2012-01-15T18:15:00.000+08:00

Hey-loooooo~!!!! Haven't been blogging for a while! Hehe. Am too occupied with the starting of a new semester at INTI, and I'm squeezing time out to blog while preparing for my two-hours-lecture tomorrow!!! (wtf 2 effing long hours just to give a lecture on a chapter while the lecturer is relaxing at the back! T_T)

Also occupied with outings and birthday parties! I'm going to be 21! I'M TWENTY-ONE????!!!! @@ Gosh how could I ever believe that I'm already 21 this year? I'm a young adult officially, but somehow i feel that I'm forever 16. Oops. or maybe 18. Lots of birthday parties coming up this year, which i really look forward to, but is also a headache because choosing presents is really an issue for this indecisive girl! And obviously, it's gonna cost a hole in my pocket with so many presents to buy, i think i shall just make a card or something handmade. haha. By the way, the efforts are more valuable than just picking an expensive gift right? =D

Half of the month has passed. I err. did not really stick to my No.2 resolution, which is sleeping early and exercise more. hahaha! Hmm. Creating the list and following it is two different things after all. Heee. Buuut, I am still determined to have a happy life and focus on things that matters more in life eg, family, friends, relationships, etc. It's the people around me that makes life wonderful. I love how blessed I am with so many loved ones around me.

On a happy note, let me introduce my latest toy~the best iPhone yet => iPhone 4S! LOL.

Mum bought me this actually. I'm too broke to buy it myself. Hmm. 21st birthday present?? 7months more. lol! I'm gonna fully utilize and sayang this phone lol. No more carelessness and blurness okay!!! (Sorry my dear htc, for constantly 'abusing' you..I'll pass you to a better owner aite? )

With this phone, i can constantly camwhore whenever I want! lol.

First picture took with mummy. hahaha.

Editing pics using apps.

The college buddies.

The sista.

Badminton-ing also take pics!

I love these effects from 美图秀秀!

Heeee. Enough of my camwhores.

Attended 3 birthday parties this week. First, is my beloved Pei Chin's Big Birthday at TGIF Sunway Pyramid! Awww. My dear friend since secondary school, She is such a nice girl, always caring and supportive. Me and Amanda decided to throw her a surprise party for her! And of course, few good friends of her shared and bought a lavish present for her!

Pei Chin, I love you! I wish all the best for you! (桃花朵朵开哦！！！）

Pretty Girls.

Even more pretty girls!

The people.

Thank you each and every one who showed up that day! Really appreciated. =D

Attended two more birthday parties yesterday. Cai Yi's and Ter Shen's. Was kinda blur and busy the whole night after a long day at college to prepare the lecture. Anyway, a very great night indeed. Some pictures of the night.

With Weiru and Woam Cheng. =)

The 15 years buddy.

My sweet girl, Yee Ling.

Have the chance to take picha with this pretty lady! =)

The birthday girl, Cai Yi!

Happy 21st Birthday my friends! Though we're aging but our hearts are still young! =P

Chinese New Year coming soon! yay!!! Bought your new clothes already? Goshhh. I still have so many things to do! Buy shoes+bags/Facial/Mani+Pedicure/Spring clean room! I need more time! (Screw you schoolwork!!! =X) I'm just so not ready for school ='( This semester is going to be sooo tough, er hem. 5 subjects, i decided to take! and it's all high level subjects.

I.MUST.BE.DISCIPLINE.AND.HARDWORKING.

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Much thoughts everyday running inside me. Couldn't share each and every thing here.

I am quite a quiet girl, or I can say, I enjoy being quiet than talking a lot. I only talk when necessary. Sometimes I just wish people can understand me. But i really admire people who can express themselves so well in public. haha.

Being ignorant doesn't mean I don't care. I just don't bother calculating on certain things which the people deemed important.

Count my blessings rather than focusing on what I lack of. I have to live within my means!

Brush off negative feelings or emotions when it has arisen,stay focus!

Will keep up the effort to blog more often!

ps: Looking forward to CNY!!! =D

XOXO,

Sue Jean.

Life changes, 2011.

2011-12-31T17:18:00.000+08:00

Everytime when it comes to the end of year, i can feel a slight sadness yet excitement running through the air. Sadness is due to things happened that couldn't be change, but many more times of excitement due to our endless chance given to us for self improvement and rejuvenation. A new year coming ahead, that means there are even more surprises and hope waiting for us, challenges and opportunities for us to learn and most importantly, more happy moments with our loved ones.

The year 2011, the year that I would always remember. This is the year that i turned 20, the year I traveled across oceans to a country alone, the year I traveled and explored many countries, the year I made friends from different nations, the year I learned to be truly independent. It is also the year I realized the vulnerability of love, the year I discovered what qualities I'm really seeking in my future partner, the year I learned how to accept and let go things that couldn't be changed. Lastly, it is the year I reflected the past mistakes or imperfections inside me, which I am going to amend it all to become a better person.

Every year, we came up with some new year resolutions for ourselves, trying to cast out the bad habits while replacing it with good ones. Most people would wanna change their bad habits such as getting late to work/school, quitting smoking and drink less, having willpower to exercise more, sleep early or building new goals as in getting good grades, improving their social skills, and even getting a branded bag or their first tattoo in life etc. Writing new year resolutions are indeed something we are excited and looking forward to because it signifies we have a whole new year for us to do the things we haven't start doing or stopped doing. So have you had your list of resolutions yet? XD

For me, the year 2012, I'm gonna focus a lot on self improvements! =P

1. Good grades. At least a cgpa 3.5 above.
2. Live a healthy lifestyle. Which means sleeping early and exercising regularly.
3. Better time management and less spending.
4. Keep a positive mindset. What you think is what you get.
5.Love myself first, before trying to love others.

This is five main objectives I have to achieve during the year 2012. Of course, the list still goes on such as making more friends, be more confident, continue my french language etc. But these are the five things I would really wanna improve. And i would like to share some thoughts on my fifth resolution, which is the one thing I would really drill into my mind and change this bad habit that bugs me for years. If I can achieve loving myself and always putting my happiness on priority, then the other objectives are just secondary.

This is what a good friend told me, and I'm sure I'm not going through this alone. Since young, I'm someone who constantly lives other people's life without knowing that this can contribute unhappiness to myself. I always thought that I have to do my best to fulfill what my relatives/friends/boyfriend need to make them happy, so in turn they will naturally treat me good. I'm always putting other people's happiness before my own happiness. When there's a decision that I have to make, in big or small matters, I would choose to adjust and comply in accordance to that person, and I place my happiness on people I care about a lot. Maybe its because, I'm afraid of rejection, I'm afraid of loneliness and I'm afraid of the way people look at me. Or maybe because, I didn't get the recognition that I wanted from young and that's why, I'm always looking for acknowledgment and approval from the people around me.

I'm sure that everyone in this world are equally afraid of rejection and loneliness as me. We are foolishly trying to impress people because we cared so much about the views of ourselves from a third party. Have you experienced something like that? Have you did something you are reluctant to do but because of the sake of making the other person happy, you still choose to do it? Have you been so sensitive and get upset because of some friend's random opinion of you? Or get angry because they carelessly left you out in some outings or occasions? I did. I've been upset about these things and get bothered easily with how people view about me. But after so many years, I've learned and am still learning to change this wrong concept of mine. I have to love myself more instead of sacrificing my happiness for people who don't value me.

We should always remember, our own happiness in life is our main priority. Before doing anything, ask ourselves, Am I happy doing this? Am I willingly giving? Because giving is happy but sacrificing is not. There's always people in need, but there's always enough for everyone. Maybe you will say that this is selfish, but it's not at all. Because when you don't have to capacity to love yourself, you don't have the capacity to love others. I guess all of these are related. Good friends know that I'm indecisive. One of the reason is because I'm always afraid of how this decision can affect how people look at me. I used to be that goody-goody person but at the end of the day, I don't feel good at all.

Our happiness is up to our own hands to control. If we treat that person good, but that person doesn't treat us that way, we shouldn't be upset because this makes you realize who really values you. I will not place all happiness on someone, instead I will take charge of my life and direct my own happiness. Just stay positive and be confident of ourselves! Trust ourselves that we are beautiful, we are smart, we are capable and we are going to be successful!

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Anyway, there are some photos of the countries I've been this year, there's a total of 10 countries! 9 European countries and Singapore XD I've failed to blog about each and every country at the end! arrgh fail me! sorrriiiiieeeee LOL. So now I'm gonna do a very very lil compensation here. haha.

The country i stayed for 5months!

1. France. The fond memories of mine.

*Paris, I'm really missing you, from the bottom of my heart. You've lighten up my life XD

With beloved Jeressa.

With beloved friends!

Buying groceries every week!

2. Spain. A place where rainbow colors can be seen. Magnificent and culturally defined.

3.. Italy. A place full with passion and love.

4. Switzerland. A place I felt in love with!

5. Netherlands. Amsterdam is indeed unique! *red light district wohoo! XD

6. United Kingdom.

7. Germany. Haha oops it's actually just a day trip to Kehl, just right beside France. (So i literally stepped into Germany before hahaha XD)

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8. Monaco. The second smallest country in the world. Its also just a day trip when we visited the southern part of France. Hehee.

9. Vatican. The smallest country in the world. Basically, you can finish touring the whole country in one day! Seriously hahahaha!

St. Peter's Basilica. The most prominent building there!

10. Singapore. Refer to HERE. haha XD

It's the last day of 2011!!! Before we proceed to a whole new year, lets be thankful of what God had arranged for us throughout this year. I'm thankful for each and everyone that comes into my life and leaves an unforgettable memory in my heart. I'm thankful for friends that constantly cares for me and stands firm by me, I'm thankful for the people that loves me and cherish me at all times. I'm thankful for my parents and family members that loves me unconditionally. I'm thankful for all the life experiences and wisdom I gained and I'm thankful for all the happy and bittersweet moments I have. Let's forget all the bad memories and forgive our mistakes that we did in the past, and welcome the new year with new hopes and joy.

Happy New Year everyone!!! =)

With a heart filled with love,

Sue Jean <3

KheeHeng + Adrienne | 25122011

2011-12-28T18:50:00.000+08:00

Sweet =)

A Big Reunion.

2011-12-26T23:16:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps, Merry Christmas!!! It's a late wish to all my fellow friends, but I'm sure you guys had a great Christmas as I did! =)

This holiday is awesome, I'm enjoying my own sweet time relaxing at home, reading books and newspaper while hanging out with my dearest friends occasionally. Although i wish for longer holidays, (my hol ends at 8th January sob sob, that means 1week plus more) but i guess I had a very meaningful and satisfying holiday. It ain't packed with events and outings everyday, instead having time for myself to relax, stop and reflect the things that happened the whole year. This year is all about finding myself and rediscover what I really want in life.With Christmas the joyful day, i also have time for my family to gather and exchange information about each other, as well as my dearest Cousie's big wedding day! =)

Before i start my long wedding post, i would like to share a very embarrassing story that happened to me during Christmas eve. (Hahahaha I'm still laughing now!) SHIT. I was having dinner with my school mates at some cafe, and suddenly my stomach ached and i have to go toilet for big business. So without hesitation, i went to the toilet and 'smoothly' did my business. After all the hassle and nice smell surrounding in the air, I was totally devastated as I realized that there's NO WATER in the toilet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MEANS I CANT FLUSH!!! I'm soooooo nervous and I kept telling myself, oH no this is not happening to meeeee! I even open the tap and considering using my palms to fill water and slowly wanna flush away my yuckyyy, but there's no water T___T So I opened the door, and I saw some worker there and he told me: " Ohh so sorry yaa today this toilet don't have water" and even worse he said: "Nevermind lah, later when there is water i help you to flush the toilet" OMG @#$%^^&*@#$!!!!!! How on earth I'm gonna let them flush thatttt! I was soo embarassed so finally i told him: "No i don't care, it's so disgusting and I have to flush it today!" hahahahaha. So he went to another toilet (luckily there's another toilet) and opened don know something, and i asked him for a pail to fill in water from that toilet, and only this issue was resolved.

Moral of the story: Please check whether the toilet has water before proceeding to your business. LOL. I'm sure that worker would be laughing behind my back hahahaha!
So, that was the embarrassing story. hehe.

Continuing on the post. the closest relative i consider, or as my sisters are these three cousins i have. The eldest one, Adrienne finally tied the knot on Christmas day! Me and brother were involved in the preparation of her wedding. I'm in charge of the receptionist while he is in charge of the PA system. I finally know how troublesome and tiring a wedding could be! haha. Can I just go to some island and get married one day?? XD But all in all, everything went well as planned. =) I'm so happy and I felt something burning inside while I was watching my cousin walking down the aisle with her husband. haha i guess finding a lifelong partner which you can click ain't easy, and maintaining the marriage could be even a demanding task.

The morning session and the tea ceremony.

Awww wearing her gown!

Wearing the veil..

Theme of the day: Purple =D

Jimui-s getting ready for their games!

Mum and Brother.

Didn't took much pictures though, more of my camwhore pics lol. Waiting for the professional photographer's pictures =D

It starts with the arrival of the groom, jimui-s will demand for angpau-s as proceeding to each game that the heng dai-s have to participate, then the groom finally gets his trophy wife muahaha.

Then it's the tea ceremony.

Later on, the lovebird will proceed to the groom's house for another tea ceremony.

Yay! With the newly weds!

The wedding dinner at Oriental Pavilion, Jaya 33. It was a simple one, but nice and loving =)

I only made the final decision of which dress to wear at 5pm that day! hahaha. I was contemplating between a long maxi dress which i bought from Amanda with a bodycon from Miss Selfridge @@. Amanda suggested me to wear the maxi because she thinks that the bodycon is too much of clubbing feel LOL.
I've asked many people's opinion and even posted it on FB, hahaha. I know I'm being fussy about this as this isn's MY wedding but still, i wanna be pretty and it's important because i played a role in this wedding dinner too =X

Initial dress that i wanted to wear, guess I'll save it for another occasion =)

Tadaaaa! phew phiitt hahahah =P

And i finally chose the bodycon due to majority's opinion. LOL. (I certainly think that i look great in both dresses =PPP hahahhaa!) Sadly, i did not have time to do my hair because I'm exhausted after the morning ceremony and got myself some sleep after that. I have to reach the restaurant earlier for some preparations too so i only managed to make up but without a proper hairdo >.< Anyway, I'm not the 主角 of the day, so just let it be =D

So pretty my cousins!

Guests were greeted with a pretty receptionist muahaha! =D

I was given a name list and a table plan.

"Please sign on the Guestbook" =)


Cousin with me helping out.

More photos to come on FB! Hopefully hehe.

This wedding brings all my aunties from here and also from Penang. We have never gather for lotsa years, this time is really a big reunion indeed. The relatives from Penang rent a bus down here!
My aunties with their spouses =) All paired up and in sequence LOL!

And also all my cousins! But unfortunately there's no pictures!

Happy Blessed Marriage, my dear cousie!!! <3

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Went Genting Highlands with my relatives the next day, sitting their bus! LOL. imagine whole bus full of our relatives, so fun! But Genting was SOOO PACKED that day!!! I'm not gonna go there during peak seasons again. @@

Didn't do much though, haha. Some pictures of my cute cute cute cousin!!! Awww love him so much!

He camwhored himself hahaha!! soo cute!

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The year 2012 is coming! Have you had any new year resolutions yet? Any plans for new year's eve countdown? I think I have. hahaha. (date me date me!!!) This year is full of ups and downs for me, I had my greatest life experience ever, and also the greatest downturn of my life =X Life like that is very fulfilling huh? lol. I hope that everyone is enjoying their life too, be appreciative of what we have and make the best moments out of the bad ones. Cherish people that we love, and make even more connections with people we aren't close to. Be determined and achieve what you want in life =)

With lotsa love,

Sue Jean.

It's Holiday in Singapore!

2011-12-18T00:37:00.000+08:00

Hellooo~ I'm back from Singapore! I'd spent around a week there and I guess I'm already bored of that place =P Nothing much there except shopping malls actually XD

One week of holidays gone! I love to sleep and eat and sleep and eat everyday muahaha. No further plans for this year anymore. Looking forward for 2012! Oh yeaaaa, cousie's wedding on the 25th! The last event of this year!!! Gotta shop for my dinner dress tomorrow wohooo~!

Coming back to my Singapore trip. It's a relaxing + shopping + exciting all-in-one package trip! =P
Right after my last paper, my family drove straight to Singapore and reached at night. Spent a few days with the family and then the last few days with my friends! =)

Went to the usual touristic spots:

Marina Bay Sands, Checked. The so called "atas" area, hahaha.

Met up with darling Carwyn and dear Jinyin.

Bugis street, Checked.
Orchard Road, Checked.

Sg's H&M~ This makes me think of the days I shopped in Paris..

Clarke Quay, Checked.

Singapore Discovery Center, Checked. (I prefer the Science Center. XD)


The quote of Singapore, salute!

The Significant Merlion, Checked.

Singapore flyer, Checked.

And Marina Bay again.

I guess the biggest attraction for everybody is Universal Studios! I love USS! lol. Though it's kinda small, but yeah, finally have the chance to go there~ We finish everything in one day! Surprisingly, it's not that packed as I thought it would, maybe because it falls on a weekday. So my advice to everyone is to go on a weekday so you can avoid long queues. Of course, you can always buy the Universal Express Pass which requires an additional of $30 or $48, depending on the type of day. (It's December and it's Peak period, hence it's $48) Ticket price are sold at $72 per pax.

The legendary Universal Studios. Lea Yee, Justin and Wong(we call him Wong but his name is Shao Wei lol) came and we had fun in Singapore! Thank you guys!!!

The newly opened Transformers 3D! Awesome! Longest queue ever~ can go up to about 120minutes~ >.<

The Galactica~ scariest ride among all~! shoooo FUN!!! Managed to get the front sits, wohooo!

Gingerbread Man!!! ahhhhhh <3


Party-Go-Round!!! =)

The awesome four in Singapore =P hahaha.

Betty Boop~!!! She is soooooo CUTEEEE~~!!

This is nice XD

Universal Studios was fun~!!! But once is enough, really. hahahhaa. Great memories there.

Singapore currency rate: 2.46! OMFG so high ahhhh. Increasing every year, tsk tsk tsk.
Singapore is a shopping heaven, if you're into branded stuffs. Almost everything is cheaper compared to M'sia after conversion. Wow, it would be sooo syok if I work and spend $ dollars. Hmmmm.
Did some shopping over there =) Very satisfying. Bought myself some Christmas presents. =P The whole trip costs me a bomb! but it's worth it i guess, I'm a happy girl now XD (LOL finding excuses)

The presents i got for myself: *Wink wink*!

I bought two range of Origins LOL. The hydrating and oil control range because i was told that my combination skin needs a mixture of both range. Hmmm i wonder if it is really good, shall give it a try!

Zara the vintage, shirts and dresses from Bugis village, skincare from Origins, cosmetics from Shu Uemura, body lotion from Victoria Secret, heels from Charles&Keith! And also a book for self-enrichment, and the happiest and most satisfying, my Gingerbread man from Universal Studios! hahaha. Oh yeaaa, candies and chocolates from Candylicious! Happpieeeeee~~

Singapore food is er... not bad. At first I was skeptical with their food, but all in all it was still okay. I guess we have acquired taste for Malaysian food, hence we thought that the food there was not as delicious as compared to here. It really depends on the area and our personal taste and preferences.

But one thing to try for sure.... MOS burger~~!!! which we can't find it in Malaysia~! MOS burger GOOODD! lol.

Gonna spend the rest of my holidays at home~! Home sweet home~ I shall laze around, sleep eat and rot muahahaha. And also read my books, clean my room, clear off unwanted things, watch drama the whole day, online and have outings with my friends! So please date me out! =D

Happy holiday everyone!!!! =D

Signing off with love, XOXO

Sue Jean.

Life's(You're) the judge.

2011-12-04T21:13:00.001+08:00

Hey peeps, its my finals tomorrow and I'm blogging here to distract myself temporarily from a week of stress~ It's just a pathetic 3 days of final exams. damn.

Anyway, IT'S DECEMBER~!!! hoho last month of year 2011. I really love this year. It's my favorite year in this 20 years. Shall blog about this the next time. =P

Life has been treating me very good recently. I'm happy and satisfied with what I have now. Good friends, family, course mates, my studies, work and other things in life is in balance. I'm sure more good things will come the following months! I wanna end this year with a happy note, there's too much negativity before that and I know I'm gonna make this month a really happy one =)

Some friends said that I've bounced back. Well, I'm just choosing to have a happy life over a err, emo-over-the-past mode. I know that the process of getting over is hard, some memories, some emotions, some feelings will never go away. But we can choose to move on and just let bygones be bygones. I'm well deserve to have a good and happy life, and of course a person who is right for me. Relationships are part and parcel of life, but it is not an obsession for me.

I guess there are rumors between friends about what had happened to this relationship but i will not explain myself too much. I'm sure that we did our part and we separated in peace. My emotional posts were purely just emotional posts. I can't help if people wants to judge but I appreciate the concerns from everyone. =)

Finals tomorrow~ here I come!!! I'm gonna get my good grades again!
Then I'll be at Singapore for approximately a week! =D Yayyyyyy!!!

Good day everyone. XOXO.

Sue Jean.

Love Means Freedom.

2011-11-22T20:33:00.001+08:00

According to the law of love, what you give to others, you give to yourself. Give love to others through kindness, encouragement, support, gratitude, or any good feeling, and it comes back to you and multiplies itself, bringing love to every other area of your life, including your health, money, happiness and career.

You can tell in your relationships right now what you've been giving. If a current relationship is great, it means you are giving more love and gratitude than negativity. If a current relationship is difficult or challenging, it means you are inadvertently giving more negativity than love.

Some people think a relationship is either good or bad because of the other person, but life doesn't happen that way. You can't say to the force of love, "I will give love only when the other person gives it to me!" You can't receive anything in life unless you give it first! Whatever you give, you receive, so it's not about the other person at all: it's about you! It's all about what you are giving and what you are feeling.

Now here is the tricky bit with giving love in relationships, and it's the one thing that has prevented many from receiving the life they deserve. It's only tricky because people have misunderstood what it means to give love to others. To be very clear about what it means to give love to others, you need to understand what it means not to give love to others.

Trying to change another person is not giving love! Thinking you know what is best for another person is not giving love! Thinking you are right and another person is wrong is not giving love! Criticizing, blaming, complaining, nagging, or finding fault with another person is not giving love!

- The Power.

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This book is indeed inspiring. I will always remind myself to give love, and avoid repeating those mistakes that I did in my past. I will not try to change someone, will not just naively think that I know what's best for the partner, and always be grateful in what I have. I shall focus only on my partner's positive side, love and harness it, and notice less about the negative things.

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Yay! Finally, assignments and tests are finished~~ temporarily! I'll be having one week of study break and then finals! wohoo. Happy! Seriously, it's been so stress for the past two weeks! Time to have some entertainment and do some things that i love! =)

Anyway, I changed my hairstyle! haha. I'm so loving my curls!

ps: 我已释怀自己，因为要留下来的人，怎么都不会离开。

我不会因为受过伤害，而停止了寻找真爱的脚步，我会让自己重获自由。

Every cloud has a sliver lining.

2011-11-17T23:02:00.001+08:00

"I'm feeling happy all the time. I am determined to be; in any situation".

A reminder for myself everyday. =D

Life has been better nowadays. ~~although I'm constantly under stress from excessive workload~~ =P
But busy life makes each day even more fulfilling.
College semester is coming to an end, here goes another semester. This semester was the most stressful one because we still have assignments due and tests on the very last week! Gaawwdd. V.V

Anyway, it's been a very thought-provoking period for me, and I've discovered a more in depth of myself after all. I've been inspired and i thought i could share it here.

There's always things in life that we've attracted to. Everything we experienced or gonna be experiencing is attracted by us ourselves. Love is the greatest power on earth. If we think everything with love, with a positive force, it will come back to you in a positive way. What you give is what you get. =)

"Change what you give, and you will always, without exception, change what you receive, because that is the law of attraction. That is the law of love."

I guess i will not blog as often as before. I've realized that everything that I'm expressing here might come back to me one day somehow. I've found a true connection for myself, and I felt that somehow I've changed to a better person. Thank you. I thank the universe.

物以类聚，人以群分。This applies to every human being on earth.
People are together because they have the same frequency, whether they realized it or not. Only then, they can connect and have that true communication which makes two person hold on to each other. =)

XOXO,

Sue Jean.

“谢谢你喜欢我”。

2011-11-11T13:55:00.001+08:00

这电影之所以那么受欢迎，是因为它很真实。
它反映出了我们的中学生涯，男生们追求女孩儿的无聊手段，以及初恋的甜蜜与羞涩。
或许啊，得不到的东西永远是最好的。

这部电影的一些语录，我非常喜欢；

“成长，最残酷的部分就是，女孩永远比同年龄的男孩成熟；女孩的成熟，沒一个男孩招架得住。”

“我瞧不起的不是成绩不好的人,我瞧不起的是明明自己不用功念书,却只会瞧不起用功念书的人!”

“人生本来就有很多事是徒劳无功的啊！”

“当你真正很喜欢一个人的時候，原本认为自己绝对不会想去祝福她，但当她站在你面前时，才知道原來自己是打从心底希望她是幸福的”。

我真心真意地祝福，永恒在你的身上先发生。

The worst days has gone. I'm glad that I have all the support from my family and friends.

It's gonna be a good life ahead! =)

Happy 11.11.11

XOXO

#2

2011-11-08T20:10:00.000+08:00

幸福的可能

知道一个不小心他会躲进妳脑海里
所以做更多事情分散注意力
就算这段过去错的并非是妳
但每抱怨一句却像原谅他的大道理

妳可以更好的他不会是唯一的选择
别催眠自己还有任何可能
在一起是种难得不能在一起要舍得
这样的偏执现在不适合

妳可以更好的他不会是爱情的标准
当勉强发生早坏了原则
曾勇敢付出的人如今何必当弱者
爱不该让人失去灵魂

害怕一闭上眼睛泪水就会不争气
双人床只剩自已有何难为情
重复痛的过程是必然的练习
再难都有朋友陪妳心疼妳却很相信

曾勇敢付出的人还有什么事不能
尤其是追求幸福的可能

ps: 我并没有放弃，我只是尽力了。我问心无愧。欠你的，我已经还清了。

后知后觉的领悟。

2011-11-06T13:10:00.001+08:00

其实说了那么多，到最后我发现，一段感情最需要的,就是两人之间的commitment，或者是，承诺。
当你深爱着对方，全心全意地相信这段感情是可以work的，当对方都有commitment, 他们会很愿意地为对方付出，为对方改变与妥协，这些都是出于自然反应，可能连自己都没发现。
所谓的性格不合，所谓的要寻找真正适合自己的人，所谓的不想要你为我而改变，都是因为没了对这段感情的承诺而说出的话。
当你没有了对这段感情的commitment，你已经觉得对方已不是你要找的真正那个人，你不会去再委屈自己，继续让这个你觉得不可能的爱情在改变与妥协什么了。

至于为什么两人之间会失去了当初的承诺，归根究底还是两者之间的信任。当大家都信任着对方，相信对方是爱着他，相信他就是你的对的人，大家就会自然地commit to each other.
反之，一旦失去了信任，一旦一方已觉得他不是真的爱他，一旦对方做出了伤害对方的事情，两者之间的信任已经被破灭了。所以，大家都不肯再去为这段感情承诺下去。

这一次，除了彼此都有伤害彼此，也是因为我也做出了一些事情，所以让他不再信任我，不再对这段感情有commitment了。其实我自己都没有发现到这样会伤害他，而当我后知后觉得发现了，想要改变的时候，已经太迟了。我知道那不完全是我的错，因为当时后我可能是意气用事，或者我觉得这样做，是为我们好。我会那么地坚持，那么地不愿意，是因为我还信任这段感情，我还想再commit下去。或许我真的没有让他知道，我是多么的在乎他，多么地在乎这段感情，也或许是他还不了解我的心意，是我太天真。但是，这就是天意，我只能接受这个现实。只是纯粹能说，我们有缘无份。

至于以后是否能再续情缘，那也只是说来回好听罢了。除非，时间让人改变，冲淡了以往的伤害，再加上天时，地利，仁和，一段感情才能够有缘分和机会再度重来，也能够比上一次更上一层楼。

至于说，为什么一个人能够那么快从上一段感情跳去另一段，我想可能是寻找真爱的过程加上一点点地寂寞吧。一旦他发现了想要的东西，想要的人，何必再去为过去而留念？所以我不会怪他，只是有时候觉得，他并没有尊重上一段感情罢了。

我会坚强地度过每一天。我一定要原谅自己，接受自己的过错，不要重犯就好了。我也是需要去找那一个真正的‘对的人’。

加油！

如果当时有什么还没有说
其实我也早已明白了所有
已错过的永远美丽而执着
总算我们也狠狠爱过

The End.

2011-11-04T11:08:00.001+08:00

“再好的东西，都有失去的一天；

再深的记忆，也有淡忘的一天；

再爱的人，也有远走的一天；

再美的梦，也有苏醒的一天。

该放弃的决不挽留，该珍惜的决不放手。

分手后不可以做朋友，因为彼此伤害过；

也不可以做敌人，因为彼此深爱过。”

- 莎士比亚。

ps:我不怪你。

If you think you deserve a better one,just go ahead.

Innocence.

2011-11-04T01:41:00.000+08:00

i should have known it very early ago.
i just can't accept the reality and i kept denying it because i thought that love lasts.
but this is really a wake up call for me, to help me see clearly the cruelty of the world.
i felt cheated, i felt betrayed and i felt just so hopeless.
He was too happily enjoying his freedom while i was consumed with desperation and sorrow all the time.
I only can laugh with my stupidity and innocence. HAHAHAHA.
I shall not leave any regrets anymore.
Thank you.

I always thought you are different.

ps: I don't know you. I don't even know you. In fact, I never know you before.

狠下心。

2011-11-02T22:23:00.001+08:00

今天，是我20年来第一次地狠心地做出了一个决定。
虽然我觉得很难过，很可惜，但我相信这选择是对的。

你有试过身心疲惫，精力交瘁的感觉吗？
虽然身体已经累到不行，你还是无法入眠；虽然会饿，但却没有胃口吃。
脑海里思念不断地重复又重复，心里的伤害更是不断地增加再增加。
无论你怎么挣扎，无论你多么地讨厌这种感觉，它还是依然存在。
我很讨厌，我很厌倦。我已经行尸走肉般地渡过一个月，我不想再这样了。

你知道我其实还在乎你，但我真的无法面对你了。
请容许我这一次的自私。

#1

2011-11-01T23:42:00.000+08:00

我快撑不下去了。
可是，我还是必须坚强。
一定要。
加油，加油，加油。11月了。

ps: 人的感情不是机器，不能说开就开，说关就关。

十月结束前。

2011-10-30T10:52:00.000+08:00

“李素莹，我爱你”。
这是我每一天会告诉自己的一句话。=)
说真的，一直以来，我以为自己可以面对失恋，又不是没失恋过？一定可以渡过的。但这次，我真的有点太高估了自己。我一直以为，怎样我都可以拿得起，放得下，但不到这一刻，也不会发现到自己已经陷入很深。或许这次，我真的放了太多的希望和依赖，我天真地以为对的人出现了。

我想一直以来，我在寻找的是一个能够完全接受我的人。我很犯贱，我会用一些方式来试探对方的诚意，我觉得自己某些地方不好，我希望可以感受到他怎样都不会放弃我，我应该是很缺乏安全感的人吧。我也是一直在寻找着自己，要从对方身上找到自我肯定。我觉得，我需要的是一个很大方的人，他一定要懂得包容我的试探，一定要会体谅我只是暂时地耍淘气，一定要相信，我是值得他去爱的。就只有这样，我才会乖乖地听他，把我能给的都奉献给对方。呵呵。

很难搞吧？但如果真地了解我的人，其实知道我在闹别扭，耍淘气罢了，我很容易，多关心一下我就可以了。XD 我相信自己对爱很认真，什么是应该做与不应该我非常清楚。我努力地想维持我的感情，我相信沟通是最重要的，但经过这次，我更觉得沟通的方式更重要。我不能再持着自己的那一套沟通方式了。偶尔我会感情用事，因为我不能在面对感情上有很理智的见解。所以我需要一个能够携带和指引我的人，把有时迷路的我拉回来。我要的是一个对我不离不弃的人，而不是遇到问题就选择逃避的人。

但是啊，我学会了要先让对方知道自己真的是有价值，值得让他去不离不弃的爱你，才开始在卖弄淘气，不然啊，你只会吓走对方。或许吧。也或许，那个对的人不需要你来证明什么，他就知道这个女人是值得他爱，他要定了。=P 这次真的有让我成长了很多，我也领悟到了很多道理。我不是在抱怨，也不是要自责，也不是在执着于那段感情，只是我觉得目前我已学会坦然。人生就是有很多改变，人算不如天算，如果是你的，他就会是你的。我发现到这个宇宙的奇妙，好像所有东西都是冥冥中注定了的。那个对的人，在等着我。

唯一的遗憾是，我根本没有机会去辩驳自己，就已经被判了死刑。原来，爱真的是来得快，去得更快。

十月份即将过了，我会开始新的旅程。我要非常感谢我的家人，因为他们都一直在帮助我，提点我，让我能够真正醒悟的是他们。我读到了一篇文章，它说： We unconsciously and instinctively fall into the false believe that we must stop the love when we are no longer romantically involved.
Because we attribute love as being ‘to’ this other person external to us, pain happens when we forcefully try to kill the love, which is actually within us. 意思是，其实我们给予对方的爱，都是来自自己。所以每当分手后，我们都以为我们一定要停止这份爱，而其实这份爱是来自我们本身，如果要强硬地停止，就好像拿了一把刀狠狠地把自己的心插上。我领悟到了，当我已经放下了，痛苦依然存在因为我在强迫自己去停止这份爱。所以，我不会再强逼自己停止爱他，就让一切顺其自然。
同时，我也领悟到，爱是自己给自己的。安全感也是自己给自己的。我一定要去爱自己，完全地接受了自己才能去爱别人和学会接受别人。 =)

Happy Weekend everyone!

顺其自然。

2011-10-25T17:20:00.002+08:00

机会和缘分是永远的伴侣。

你可以笑我傻，可以说我固执，因为我还是相信我们是适合的。
但我不会再责怪自己，也不会再对这段感情执着。
我把一切都交给这个宇宙。
1025. 一年。再见。

ps: no more emo posts from now, it shall end here i promise!!! hehehe.

Imma big girl already. =P

自食其果。

2011-10-24T01:59:00.000+08:00

或许在这个阶段，我还不能完全对这段遗憾有所释怀，因为许多事情都是我一手造成的。

在爱情里，我很容易感情用事，在不对的时候做了不该做的事；说了不该说的话。
我还不能到一种成熟的智商去理性地面对问题。
我自相矛盾。我时常说，要有一个能够完全接受我的人，但自己其实都不能真正做到。
也许这次，我真的高估了自己，更高估了他对我的爱。
有时当我已被爱沉溺时，我会忘了自我，也忘了这种爱是会改变的。
但，我知道一个手掌拍不响，一段感情的结束不止是完全一个人的原因。

我只能说，我们的爱情很脆弱。我曾经读过，

很少情侣可以一次分手成功，一起时间越久的，越需要分手很多次才成功分开。如果一次便成功分手，是我们并不深爱对方。

我不懂。但我知道我继续在自责也是于事无补。这篇文章，是写给自己，提醒我不能再犯下同样的错误。我会很认真积极地过每一天，不断地进步自己。我相信，上帝安排了这一切都有它的原因的。我找到了一个好男人，但这个男人不属于我。

我没事。只是需要时间而已。=D

Therapy.

2011-10-22T00:51:00.002+08:00

I wonder what is the best therapy for curing break ups?
It's time, probably.
Maybe a year or two later, when you look back, it can't affect you anymore.
Maybe.

Anyway, thanks to Cheow Ching, we had a very good and rational shopping therapy today at Sg Wang. =D I meant 'rational' because we did our shopping with a plan =X Only with limited budget and choosing the best ones that we really loved. I admit that I was kinda irrational at the past, hehe. I will go haywire when i have so many choices, and it's affordable compared to clothes in branded stores. This means I'm a person who knows how to save k! hehe. (stop finding excuses, slap!) But shopping therapy helps, at least a bit.

Thank you all.

Ps: 我不会等，也不会再期望，但如果可以重来一次，我一定会以一个全新的方式去爱你。

You're the best.

2011-10-18T01:27:00.001+08:00

I don't know how readers will feel about my blog recently, but I was just too immersed in my emotional thoughts and i really have to express it out! Just like what the book says, girls need to let the thoughts flow in order for them to get better.

We finally talked things out, and (phew) its settled. At least, for me its finally settled. Because I can't bear to let myself to be drown by uncertainties and doubts. I just have to ask and make clear of everything.

Hmm. I'm officially single now. (but not available =P) and the reason behind this mutual decision is because we're too young for each other. Of course, I have my flaws and also did contributed to the end of our relationship. But what I mean is because everything is too vague to be seen in this moment. We're still looking for our directions and still looking for people who really suits us. Or I can say, fulfilling each others needs.

But it is not that he doesn't fulfill my needs or what, its just that for the time being we're really not suitable for each other. Or I'm not the person that he's looking for in life. Things happen, relationship changes. I'm quite amazed that I can be so calm and logic tonight while he can finally share his feelings out and handle this until a certain maturity. I believe that we both have different values of love and hence, this makes us differ.

I'm glad that it happened, actually. Glad because I've learned our differences and realized my past mistakes. Somehow i feel that, this makes myself to even realize what I'm really seeking in my future partner. And also because of this, i really felt that i knew him better.

He is someone really extraordinary that walks into my life and influenced me in lots of ways. He is so different from me in aspects of our character, our personality and our way of doing things. However, these differences had brought us together while also separated us apart. I guess, we still can't reach a point of equilibrium.

He is someone who is most rational, logical, sensitive, egoistic, conscientious,disciplined man I've ever encountered in my life. He processed his thinking differently and always think before he act. He always shocked me in good and bad ways. He showed me that what a simple life means. He is someone really great that although I know I've lost him, but I still feel lucky to have experienced a great love relationship with him.

I'm totally fine now, and actually relieved. The only regret i have is that we can't make it til the end. It's wasted like that. But i know this is a process of finding the right person in life. By the way, who knows the future? Nobody can predict it. So I shall just let myself rest for a really long period and just see how it goes.

Lastly, I am a person who really believes in fate. From this relationship, I've learned that I can't always get what I want. I have to be myself and at the same time set limits to a certain extent. I must know how to receive and give love. I believe that fate will bring the right person for me. (and you too!)

You're part of me already, and I will always remember you.

I really missed our old days, when everything was just so perfect together.

*I sincerely wish you all the best, and find a girl that you really want in the future!*

XOXO,
with all my love and kisses.

Messed up.

2011-10-17T01:25:00.001+08:00

Sometimes love makes us hold on to things that we shouldn't.
All I need is distraction.

Ps:
How many times i need to remind myself that its okay to make mistakes and to learn to let go?
If he truly loves you, he will never leave you.If he was meant to be, it will be. Grow up!

When Men Don't Talk.

2011-10-16T00:58:00.000+08:00

One of the big challenges for men is correctly to interpret and support a woman when she is talking about her feelings. The biggest challenge for women is correctly to interpret and support a man when he isn't talking. Silence is most easily misinterpreted by women.

Quite often a man will suddenly stop communicating and become silent. This was unheard of on Venus. At first a woman thinks the man is deaf. She thinks that maybe he doesn't hear what's being said and that is why he is not responding.

You see men and women think and process information very differently. Women think out loud, sharing their process of inner discovery with an interested listener. Even today, a woman often discovers what she wants to say through the process of just talking. This process of just letting thoughts flow freely and expressing them out loud helps her to tap into her intuition. This process is perfectly normal and especially necessary sometimes.

But men process information very differently. Before they talk or respond, they first silently "mull over" or think about what they have heard or experienced. Internally and silently they figure out the most correct or useful response. They first formulate it inside and then express it. This process could take from minutes to hours. And to make matters even more confusing for women, if he does not have enough information to process an answer, a man may not respond at all. Women need to understand that when he is silent, he is saying "I don't know what to say yet, but I am thinking about it." Instead what they hear is "I am not responding to you because I don't care about you and I am going to ignore you. What you have said to me is not important and therefore I am not responding."

Now She Reacts to His Silence

Women misinterpret a man's silence. Depending on how she is feeling that day she may begin to imagine the very worst-"He hates me, he doesn't love me, he is leaving me forever." This may then trigger her deepest fear, which is "I am afraid that if he rejects me then I will never be loved. I don't deserve to be loved."

When a man is silent it is easy for a woman to imagine the worst because the only times a woman would be silent are when what she had to say would be hurtful or when she didn't want to talk to a person because she didn't trust him anymore and wanted to have nothing to do with hirn. No wonder women become insecure when a man suddenly becomes quiet!

When a woman listens to another woman, she will continue to reassure the speaker that she is listening and that she cares. Instinctively when the speaker pauses the female listener will reassure the speaker by making reassuring responses like "oh, uh-huh, hmmm, ah, ah-ha, or humph."

Without these reassuring responses, a man's silence can be very threatening. Through understanding a man's cave, women can learn to interpret a man's silence correctly, and to respond to it.

- Men Are from Mars, Women Are from Venus

I should have read this book very early ago. There are so many things that I realized I've wrongly interpreted my partner, but it's too late to make amendments.

You Don't Know.

2011-10-16T00:30:00.001+08:00

It came too fast, and I didn't see it coming. There are still many things that you don't know, but actually I'm just being myself.

It was like that before.

Goodbye.

Peace.

2011-10-14T15:21:00.001+08:00

I'm glad that everything turns out fine.
Why am I not surprised? Guess I was really prepared for this.
It's gonna be a very tough time for me, now.
But I'm sure that I can handle it and move on.
All I need now is just time and companion.

There will always be regrets in life, but I have to tell myself, I'm relieved and I'm glad that it happened.

Heart vs Brain.

2011-10-13T00:55:00.000+08:00

It sucks when more and more evidence are revealed to you, like a magic show slowly creating suspense until the final revelation of its trick;
As the brain starts analyzing, the heart starts rejecting;
Facts says it all, but instincts says no.
What should I trust anymore?

I can shed ocean of tears, I can withstand deception, and I can laugh with exhaustion.
You can break my heart, and I can mend it back;
You can scatter it everywhere, til its left with bits and pieces.

I'm lost, I'm torn, I'm broken.
But I will still trust you, with the bits and pieces left of my heart.

Ps: We only part to meet again.

Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus.

2011-10-11T02:37:00.001+08:00

I'm going to share this book to everyone because everything inside in this book is so crucial for each and every man and woman in the world to know! I didn't have the book but i found it online, so guys and girls, spend your leisure time and read THIS!

After reading the first chapter, I am already in love with it!

It says that the first thing men and women should know is --- WE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE DIFFERENT.

We mistakenly assume that if our partners love us theywill react and behave in certain ways-the ways we react and behave when we lovesomeone.

Falling in love is always magical. But as the magicrecedes and daily life takes over, it emerges that men continue to expect womento think and react like men, and women expect men to feel and behave likewomen. Without a clear awareness of our differences, we do not take the time tounderstand and respect each other. We become demanding, resentful, judgmental,and intolerant.

We have forgotten that men and women are supposed to be different. That's why unnecessary arguments arises.

Next, it says the difference between men and women's values - Men mistakenly offer solutions and invalidate feelings while women offer unsolicited advice and direction.

The most frequently expressed complaint women have aboutmen is that men don't listen. She wants empathy, but he thinks she wantssolutions.

The most frequently expressed complaint men have aboutwomen is that women are always trying to change them.

When a woman innocently shares upset feelings or exploresout loud the problems of her day, a man mistakenly assumes she is looking forsome expert advice. He puts on his Mr. Fix-It hat and begins giving advice;this is his way of showing love and of trying to help.

He has no idea that by just listening with empathy andinterest he can be supportive. He does not know that on Venus talking aboutproblems is not an invitation to offer a solution.

There are so many interesting facts about the differences between a man and a woman. I am so gonna read this up! =D

Enjoy!!!!

ps: I believe that there are no two persons in the world that are matching or compatible, its through love that holds them together. =)

Ain't Over You.

2011-10-09T15:09:00.000+08:00

#Everythinghappensforareason.
#Ineedtostopbeingsodamnemotional.

Merci, mon amour.

2011-10-08T13:47:00.000+08:00

我不能预料今天，明天与未来。
你的无声无息，让我透不过气。
或许，我太计较，太冲动，太执着。也或许，这是天意。

因相爱而一起，因了解而分开。

Everything was so perfect, until now.
After all, I just wish I could find someone who is afraid of losing me.

ps: 你只是不舍得而已。

Bienvenue October =)

2011-10-03T21:11:00.000+08:00

Here comes October.
New month with new hopes and joy.
Don't think too much, be who you are, and keep up with your good work.

Some things gone inside me.

一道墙。

2011-10-02T00:59:00.000+08:00

想太多如果有如果
如果永遠愛我如果最後能到最後
一個人該習慣什麼

- 如果有如果鄧福如

我最害怕就是这种情况。
当同样的事情发生了，我会情不自禁地建立一道心墙，
这道墙，会摧毁感情，会让我想很多，会慢慢地侵蚀我的信任。

失去了信任，就是走下斜坡的开始；
而当我走到了斜坡的尽头，我再也回不了了。

ps: 我真的可以再相信你吗？

Little Happy things.

2011-09-28T00:22:00.000+08:00

There are times when i feel down and moody for unknown reasons, I realize there are some little things that cheers me up, and there are moments that i wanted to salvage and remember.

1) Listening sentimental songs alone in my room while depicting the lyrics in it.
2) Hop on my bed and start reading a book.
3) Driving. I used to dislike driving, but sometimes when you're moody, a drive aimlessly kinda cheers me up.
4) Chatting with acquaintances.
5) Eating. Having good food around me =D
6) Chocolates and ice cream.
7) Sleeping!
8) Last but not least, shopping! Especially when i found something i like~

Other than these, there are some petty moments in life that i really really treasure!!

1) Waking up realizing that you don't have to go school nor attend anything at all! It's a free day and you can sleep all you want~~ =P
2) Realized how much my family loves me <3 especially my dad haha.
3) And how much God loves and blesses me.
4) When I get praised! haha. Every human likes to be complimented.
5) When friends or people found their loved ones! I'm happy for them..
6) When I make up. and I looked good =P
7) When I camwhore, and I looked deceivingly beautiful hahahaha XD
8) A sense of satisfaction when I finish my assignments; when i finish tidying up my messy room.
9) When i realize a cute guy looking at me =P *flattering*
10) When people are really really friendly/helpful to me =)
11) When i finish bathing~ my body feels fresh and fragrant.
12) Found a parking slot in college/shopping mall/ anywhere XD
13) When i finish writing a blog post =P haha.

The list is actually still going on! But i shall just stop here. Time for bed! =D

Refer to second part no.7 =P

Night people,

XOXO.

有遗憾，才完美。

2011-09-25T02:06:00.002+08:00

有人说：在爱情最完美的时候结束掉它，留下最好的纪念，免得以后悲剧收场。

不知道什么时候，我已经觉得，我没有什么可以再输了，因为已经输得很彻底了。

我把一切都赤裸裸地呈现在爱情面前，如果那还不足够，就是没有缘分了。

每个人，在不同的阶段都会有不一样的择偶要求，年轻时，需要的是一个又帅又幽默的，对你百般细心和迁就，肯为你牺牲一切的；等到成熟了，就需要一个稳重成熟，老实又顾家的好男人。

我徘徊在那交叉路上。

在寻找所谓完美之前，必定会留下许多痛和遗憾。

"Septembre"

2011-09-21T23:43:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps, i'm long gone and disappeared to ~~my self absorbed world~~ nowhere recently.

Due to my gnawing guilt that disturbs me from time to time, i have finally opened my blogspot and wrote something out of it. XD

September came and go so fast, i couldn't really recall the things that had happened. I remember some friends leaving abroad to further their studies, Yin Yin and See Yin particularly. September is usually a sad month >.< with lots of people leaving. wuwuwuww. All the best to them!

College has started to be kinda stressful. I took some subjects 'alone' this semester, alone as in there's no close friends with me, because everyone is leaving Inti to study abroad T___T i was kinda scared at first, but eventually i think this will be better, because there's a chance for me to meet new friends =D FYI i'm someone who are extremely blur of my surroundings and will be self absorbed with familiar friends and faces that i knew only. But i realized there's so many new faces this semester! so many leng luis, but still no leng zai still. sigh =___= Why leng zai's don't come to Inti? lol.

Had a ktv session with Yin Yin, Cheow Ching and Jia Xin =D First time hearing them sing. hahaha. Had fun sooo much! We sang til 1am midnight, and we're so damn afraid when we're heading back home, especially from Greenbox to the parking lot, 4 of us kept looking around and stay alert of some 'intruders' or telling each other what to do when someone tries to attack us. LOL. It's sooo funny!

Anyway, we took lotsa camwhore pictures!!! hahaha. This is what girls do when they are together XD
Some photos of the day =D

The person in front is always the fattest! >.<

We are in love with the 'pinhole 'effect XD

Jia you, Yin Yin! Have a great life at UK!!! <3

Hoho, just came back from Penang (again) the last weekend for my cousin's wedding. It was held at Cititel Penang and we stayed there. Kinda different from the other wed dinners I'd attended, because it is a buffet style dinner, and we have magic shows and free dance session at the end. (or maybe i didn't know anything about wed dinners at all lol) For me, i really enjoyed it because the performances were mostly done by my cousins from Penang. And also the free dance session haha.

The morning Tea Ceremony =D


Don't understand why they took the picture angle from below>.< so fat!!! heh

The night time dinner~~walking down the aisle <3

With my beautiful cousies~~~=D

I love them so much!!! <3

With the husband and wife <3

One whole family!!! <3 I'm so happy to meet them!

Of course, how can I miss Penang food? hahha. Again with char kuey tiau, laksa and cendol =D

Enjoyed every moment of this short trip. =D

I shall keep myself updated from time to time. Grrrr.

PS: AIRASIA HAVING BIG PROMO NOW~~!!! FAST FAST GRAB YOUR SEATS! Who wants to go Bangkok with me???? I've booked it on 25 July 2012! lol. Come and join me pleeeaasse!!!! hehe. The requirement is: 1) you have $$ 2) You're a shopaholic and eater-holic like me XD

GET READY TOOO SHOPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

XOXO,

Rachel Lee Sue Jean. ( hahahahhahahha)

爱是意志。

2011-09-05T00:05:00.000+08:00

今天，我又拿起了张小娴的散文集读一读，想分享一篇文章。

把爱情削弱

你已经有多久没问过别人，[你爱我吗？]

如果已经有很久了，那么恭喜你。不去测试对方爱你有多少，证明你成熟了。

我们有很多关于爱情的问题。譬如：[你会爱我多久？] ， [你最爱的是谁？] ，[你是不是像从前一样爱我？] 所有这些量度，测试和试探，以及对爱情的怀疑，都会把爱情削弱。

你不可以不为什么而爱对方吗？

你不可以照他原来的样子爱他吗？

你为什么总是希望改变它，使他更值得爱？

为什么你总是想要在他身上得到回报？

许多女孩子还在想，她要找一个很爱她的人，而她不必那么爱他，这是最幸福的。

这样真的最幸福吗？这样只是比较少受伤害。

许多人还在试探对方多爱自己，他们说：[如果你爱我，你就应该这样。。。。。]

[你这样爱我，便是不爱我。]

我们已经无能为力为爱奉献，我们只是希望被爱。

也许，当你不再去量度爱情怀疑爱情，你才更有力量去爱。

XXXX XXXX XXXX

有时，到了某种地步，你已经习惯了与对方的所有一切。习惯了他的人，习惯了迁就，所以渐渐的，你已经不会觉得不甘心。习惯了，就没什么大不了。

我发现到，爱情是需要有意志。你意志要爱这个人，意志要和他在一起，意志要为爱情付出。

这样，爱情可能就不会那么脆弱，不会那么靠不住了。

假期愉快~

2011-09-04T00:23:00.000+08:00

好久没有写中文了。

果然，有了internet unlimited 之后，我就对它产生了依赖，因为随时随地你可以在facebook上载相片，或是check in 你的所在位置，真的很方便! 有什么有趣的人事物都可以随时的分享给大家。呵呵我看我的bloggie就快被我忽略了。

这个星期是假期，我过得很充实。和朋友去了云顶，虽然是老地方，但这次不同哦，因为我进了赌场，[我还不够岁哦 XD] 也再次尝试全云顶最恐怖的“跳楼机” ！！！其实那不是我第一次玩，只是，自从小的时候坐了一次后，我对它就有phobia了！哈哈。我也是被逼上去的,因为大伙儿都玩，我不想被left out XD.

之后，我和家人就去了丁加奴旅行。并没有任何有趣的活动，就是很relax的度过了3天2夜。

假期，只要有家人和朋友的陪伴，那就非常的开心了！=D

希望大家都有个愉快的假期！Happy Holiday! =D

XOXO.

Joyeux Anniversaire!!! =D

2011-08-22T23:36:00.000+08:00

Hello! I have to say Happy Birthday to me!!! Joyeux Anniversaire a moi!!! Today [oops i mean yesterday] is going to be a great day! so i shall update myself a lil bit! =D

There's so many friends of mine heading to US this month, be it close or not close friends! I really hope they can adapt to their brand new environment there and enjoy life to the max! =D

Sherlyn and Vivian's small farewell at Chill out, Subang Parade. They are my flowers in college XD

I did a farewell card to both of them! ahhh hope they like it! I seldom make cards for people until recently~ I guess i felt that the effort you put in one present weighs more than just something you buy from a store. hehe. Anyways we had a great night!!!


The Ladies <3

The other night, i was lucky to be invited to my bf's best friend's birthday @Zouk, KL. It's been a while since i last headed for clubbing, and it was Zouk! haha never been there before so i'm kinda excited! and the bf (phew~exceptionally) agreed to join the party because of his best friend! hehehe. [it was his second time clubbing, btw XD]


Outfit of the day, lil white dress XD

I heard that the songs played are good so i was anticipating! hehe. Turns out it's really not bad. I didn't dance a lot due to the large crowd and also felt that i'm old alr =___= or karat d my body zzzz. hahaha. And i also wanna keep the bf in company (see im so good) hehe.

Oh ya there were age limits, girls above 21 while boys above 23! haha. but nobody cares to check me when i went in! was that good or bad? XD but some of my friends kena check IC, tsk tsk tsk. Zouk is still kinda strict i guess.

Most left: Bday boy! A bunch of drunkers =X

Expectedly, the birthday boy got drunk and vomitted everywhere XD. Luckily the bf and me just drank a lil coz he had to drive the girls home! It was a fun night overall! Haven been clubbing for months but despite the fun of clubbing i felt that it is OK to go occasionally but not always. [orang sudah tua dah] hehe.

The next week, college semester started! ahhh. Enrolled on the first day, wtf i will never do that again because it was sooo crowded! But i didn't went to class until Thursday! hahaha. Went to try the IKEA meatballs that i was longing for some time!


Yummy Ikea meatballs!

Acting like i'm at home XD @Ikea

So good to lepak with the college mates again =P

My birthday celebration in advance with Amanda, Yee Ling, Khai Jian and Yi Jian at Pavilion, KL. hehe. I am so happy!!! because it's been a while we have outing together!!! I love them and I'm so glad to have them throughout my teenage life~ I'm glad to have maintain our friendship until now although we didn't spend as much time together as before. <3

Camwhore before going out XD


Madison Ave. We are calling for you, LEE TIEN XIANG!!! XD

We went to visit the Tokyo Street that was newly opened in Pavilion! There were all kinds of shops selling Japanese products, and also Daiso!!! =D All rm5 shop!


Heart all of you <3

Lastly, the boyfie's turn to celebrate with me haha XD We don't have any romantic dinners or flowers or stuff like that, just a day out and good food!!! =D We went to The Curve for a movie and then to Sunway Giza Mall to enjoy our buffet dinner at Tao Asian Cuisine. =D


Camwhoring in his new car XP

I am so dead full that night. And stomach gonna burst!!! ahhhh.
I prefer Tao over Jogoya because 1) I have unlimited salmons muahaha. 2) We place our order for the food and wait for it to be served, unlike others that are self-service. =P 3) Taste good.[well in terms of food, jogoya and tao were more or less the same i think XP]


Thanks for coming, Wei Lay+Hee Soon =D

He bought me a necklace! haha. I asked him why not love shape, he said because love shapes were too boring. LOL. He rather gives me a melody. [erhemm treble clef]

He bought me a HTC phone cover! Damn i'm so happy because i was finding it for some time and wtf because Htc Aria is discontinued and there were no demand for this phone [why i bought it at first??@@] LOL. Anyway, i like the purple color now! =D

Unfortunately no food pics. I was too busy eating, my salmons!!!! hahaha i think i came only to eat the salmons... heh. but there are lots of camwhore, sweet sweet pics XD XD

Thank you for making my day <3

<3 I appreciate each and everyone of you =D Thanks for making me feel loved all times. Its you all that makes me feel life can be really wonderful =) Also a big Thank You to my family members that celebrated with me.. It's simple yet warm. =D

Aite, gtg now. Lovessss.

Sue Jean.

看穿你。

2011-08-17T00:59:00.000+08:00

大男人：你可以为了爱情而放下你那丁点尊严吗？

“ 痛心的是，以为一直相信的是对的，原来是错的。”

我一直再寻找的，等待的，盼望的，有一天会出现吗？

xxxxxxx

妈妈告诉我：要爱一个人之前，要先会爱自己。

因为，爱一个人是很累的。

South France.

2011-08-16T00:05:00.000+08:00

Hello~ i'm gonna update some photos and a brief introduction of my trip to southern France, which was Avignon, Nice and Marseille. It was the starting point of my EU tour, heading south =D.

*Update: I just commence my semester at Inti today! Sigh. Stress coming again. Anyways, will not be able to update too often but i will try my best, as a diary to myself.

Provence-Alpes-Côte d-Azur. The other region of France that was economically important as IIe-de-France (Paris region).

So we went to this region in southern France, to the 3 major cities which was Avignon, Nice and Marseille. The first place is Avignon, aka historical city due to many preserved historical monuments and buildings. It is also classified as a World Heritage site by UNESCO.

The historic centre of Avignon consists of the Papal Palace, Episcopal Ensemble and the Avignon bridge.

Sitting the train from Paris to Avignon...

We visited some important sites of this city.... (haha im so lazy to write all the info bout the sites i just google/wiki those infos, but all photos are mine XD) You can observe many of their architectures, really 'old' feel!!!

The Avignon Bridge.Only four of the eighteen piles are left; on one of them stands the small Romanesque chapel of Saint-Bénézet. But the bridge is best known for the famous French song Sur le pont d'Avignon.

The Palace of Popes. The palace is an impressive monument and sits within a square of the same name. The palace was begun in 1316 by John XXII and continued by succeeding popes through the 14th century, until 1370 when it was finished.

Notre Dame of Avignon.is a Romanesque building, mainly built during the 12th century, the most prominent feature of the cathedral is the gilded statue of the Virgin which surmounts the western tower. The mausoleum of Pope John XXII is one of the most beautiful works within the cathederal, it is a noteworthy example of 14th century Gothic carving.

Some other pictures with the buildings... teehee.


Me outside the town! (the town is surrounded by these tall walls! just like the ancient town ahh!!

Bonjour! J'ai faim. Vous voulez manger??? XD

The night view of the medieval town of Avignon. =D

Camwhore of first day. sooo damn tired look wtf.

The next day.....

We went to another part of Avignon, not far from the city town. We went to visit some Castles~~
[ Castle in French: Château (shaaa-to) =P ]

I feel that Avignon is really really a historical city. It gives me a feeling of ANCIENT! hahaha. Maybe because of the colours/ the surroundings/ the buildings!

After that, we sat a train to Marseille. =D For me, Marseille is more citylike because it is the second largest city in France after Paris! More people, more activities, more fun! Basically when we arrived at Marseille, its already mid-noon, so we just walk around the town, and have a glimpse of this populated city.

[Marseille is France's largest commercial port and largest French city on the Mediterranean coast. Marseille is the capital of the Provence-Alpes-Côte d'Azur region, as well as the capital of the Bouches-du-Rhône department. Its inhabitants are called Marseillais.]


One of the sea port in Marseille! You can see lots and lots and lots of cruises here! ahhhh@@

The next day(3rd Day) we went to the Fish market at Old Harbour aka La Vieux Port.

You can see lots of stalls with different kinds of fish~ haha CAN YOU SEE THE SHARK'S HEAD? gross =X

We also went visiting as usual. We went to this chateau, Chateau d'If. It is located outside of Marseille, so you have to sit a ferry to reach there.

[The Château d'If is built small island off the city, initially as a defensive structure and was later used a prison. It is most famous for its place in the novel The Comte de Monte-Cristo by Alexandre Dumas.]

View from top of castle.

Inside castle.

I LOVE the scenery here!!! Breathtaking!

After that, we went to another small island nearby. I forgot the name of it actually@@ but it is like a small resort and also a port. Naissss =D

View from the top.

Lunch!!! =D

After having our lunch, we walked around the island, and we found a place to rest!

Our last stop of the day, Notre Dame of Marseille. [ Do you notice there's a Notre Dame in every city? Because Notre Dame is a Church/Cathedral]

The view of Marseille city from Notre Dame.

Then we bid goodbye to Marseille and went to Nice! I love Nice! It is famous for their beaches! And totally touristic area @@ LOL.

[Nice is the second-largest French city on the Mediterranean coast. It has the second largest hotel capacity in the countryand it’s the second-most visited place in France after Paris, receiving 4 million tourists every year.It also has the second busiest airport in France after Parisand two convention centres dedicated to business tourism. The city also has a university, several business districts and some major cultural facilities, such as museums, a national theatre, an opera house with a regional library and several concert halls and casinos. It is the historical capital city of the County of Nice.]

The first day at Nice, we went around the city as usual. Then we head to the famous beach!!! ahhh happy!! =D


Happily playing with the water! hehe.

After getting pretty much sunburn, we went around the city again. =D

We saw another sea port...

Besides Nice, we also had the chance to cross over to Monaco. Do you know that Monaco is the second smallest country in the world? It is sooo near to Nice, we basically just have to catch a bus to reach there! haha. We spent a whole day at Monaco and we almost cover up the things that we should see. =D

Overall, i spent 5days4nights in Southern France. If you like the beach, the sun, and the crowd, Nice would be really a fantastic place! And initially we wanted to visit the Lavender field located near Avignon, but too bad it wasn't the blossom season yet. That was the biggest regret of the trip~! And also we can't enter into the Monte Carlo Casino in Monaco! @@ hehe.

The lavender field @@ so nice right!

But it was good. I love south france because the people are much more friendlier than nothern france XD They speak good english too! haha.

Alright. Will update my next trip again! Sneak peek: Pasta and Pizzassss! haha you're right! Italy!!! wohooo i think it's gonna be kinda long post coz i have 8days to write! gahh @@
Byeeee <3

Whoopsie =D

2011-08-06T02:06:00.001+08:00

Ooopss. Left out my bloggie again. heh. I was busy watching my taiwan drama 犀利人妻 aka Fierce Wife ~~and also continuously cursing the main actor because he left his happy family for a stupid women~~ [ I'm sensitive about these issues eh? XD ] LOL but i love this show! Especially Sonia Sui~!!! god damn gorgeous~!! whoottsss!

This drama portrays a somewhat true story of husband-wife relationships, how couples slowly become less interested in each other, why people can fall out of love, how hard it is to maintain a healthy relationship when going through a repetitive routine life. It also taught me and other girls, not to stop making yourself pretty even after you're married, and encourage the women out there to be strong when facing difficulties. Heh of course it is just a drama and I shouldn't be so emo over something like this XD but oh well, its a drama worth watching! hehe. The bf said i'm overreacting (I know I am) heh and he wants me to stop watching it XD haha. I made him promise not to do like what the main actor did XD [but its just for the sake of my emotion security k hehe]

I have a GREAT news to tell everyone~~!! I'VE SIGNED UP UNLIMITED INTERNET ON MY PHONE!!! heheee no big deal i know. but ~~since im so poor no iphone like the others, i only can use my htc sob sob sob!!!~~ I'm trying to see whether it is better for everyone since lots of people use Whatsapp or whatsoever social apps nowadays!! But wtf there's no Viber for HTC users ='( but i can save it on SMS-es. I was hesitating for some time because i assume i will not use that much internet 24/7, but since my phone bill is almost rm60 per month, it's not much difference from the rm68 Digi smart plan, so i decided to give it a try!

[and i shall reduce my calls heh]

SO PEOPLE, WHATSAPP ME FROM NOW ON K! =D

So whatssup with me lately? I've been working part time running from campus to campus =D Doing roadshows with Nescafe hehehe. My job scope is to ask people to like the Malaysian Youth Community page and also Nescafe Chill-lah page =X Also, we have to ask the students to join contests which is to design a nescafe can~ of course with free gifts in return =D ahhh kinda easy job actually, I'm quite satisfied with it because me and friends can work together~ i have to work hard to earn money!!! =P


Playing with the contest thingy XD

The leng lui and me. keke.

Attended some events here and there. But due to my inefficientness, hehe i didn took much pichas. hehe.

Sherlyn and Vivian's Farewell Dinner at W.I.P Cafe, Bangsar Village. I wore a bodycon dress with a boyfriend tee. hehe. but too bad lah, i'm always lazy to take when seeyin's dslr is beside me heh. I remembered having a bad sore throat that day! uhh hate sore throats! and im still having small coughs now!


Sipping away my mixed fruit juice! No alchohol that night =X

Pasta =D

Went to The Mines with my parents the last weekend. It was N years since I last went out with them, just walking and spending time with them. I suddenly felt that I'm so old and a sense of guilt were crushing into me because i 'neglected' them for so many times. I used to be so excited when they are going to bring me somewhere when I was a child and an adolescent. [ haha im a young adult now k? XD]

Chilling@ Starbucks.

I love them, nothing can replace them =D

Went out with the bf the next day, for a lunch and movie at 1Utama since he have classes to conduct in the evening. It was not a long date but still, it was considered our first, long lost proper date since I came back to Msia. [oops, after a month =X] We dressed up a bit, haha so not the usual us XD but it was really a good day! Sometimes we just have to make some effort for each other, just a little will do =D

@Fish&Co

the forever kiddo XD

my forever sweetie pie <3

Yummy!

Ohhh ya did I mention I went ROCKCLIMBING??? ahhh it was sooo fun! FUN! Thanks to Jin Yin, Chiao Ying, Kay Xin, Pei Chin~~~ It was really a tiring yet fun fun fun day~~ hehe.

Rockclimbing isn't just about using bull strength, it is also a sport that requires trust. You must trust the person that is belaying you. [the one that holds you when you are going to fall] And it also requires other professional skills! Thanks to Jin Yin~ he is so professional, he got a cert in rockclimbing and also the President of the rockclimbing club in his Uni, right? hehehe.

Oh ya, i have to brag about this, I'VE SUCCESSFULLY CLIMBED FOUR WALLS TILL THE TOP!!!! 100% success rate!!! hahahaha chio leh! omg even I can't believe myself! [hahahhaa let me be happy and syok sendiri a bit lah XD]

Monkeywomen in action!!! *wink wink*


Successful post XD I look so tanned here wtf.

Everybody's winner pose =D

Try this out guys!!! =D

Hmm. Back to my short term goals! haha XD My diet plan wasn't going very well. too many seductions. LOL. but i exercise constantly still.!!! And did my mask everyday. wahaha. Saving money, i hope? [working now right? heh] Still anticipating for the new semester! hoho. I'm currently headache in choosing which subjects to take. sigh. Anyways, keep it up Sue Jean!!! Gambate~!!!

The month of August!!! Great month ahead! hehe. But, please must be extra caution o. *wink wink*

Hasta la vista!!! =D

Ps: sigh, i kept delaying my EU post!! was too lazy arghhhhh gonna kill myself @#$%!^($ I hope i can still blog it while the fleeting moments are there! >.<

Wake up!

2011-07-25T14:28:00.000+08:00

My blog has been neglected since i returned to M'sia! heh. Too busy with outings and too lazy to write anything XD. Anyway, today im writing this post for myself because i realised that i'd procrastinate a lot and so i have to write something to motivate myself to get back in track!!!

As usual, let me update myself!

My last day at Penang, Jeressa brought me to this very nice cosy restaurant, Winter Warmers! The ambience was very nice and the food was not bad! They even serve English style High Tea-s! Gonna try it next time!

Then, during the evening, the princess brought me to Straits Quay and we had dinner at Delicious. We tried the Fish and Chips and also orderes two slices of cake, Red Velvet cake and Mango Cheesecake! I love their cakes! haha. but oh nooo, it was too much for us! We can't finish it although we love it!

So, moral of the day: don't be greedy. =X

I enjoyed the Penang trip overall! Finally had the chance to visit my relatives and also visit Jeressa's beautiful house XD

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Life after that is just kinda...ordinary. I had found myself a part time job, so i ~~finally~~ am not just spending but also earning again. heh. I went back to Inti one day for a short interview session with the PIC of the Study Abroad Program, so hey! I'm gonna be in the newspapers again!! haha. Watch out for mee!!!! =D

After waiting and waiting, the bf's exams were finally over! We didn't really go anywhere though, just Aeon and Empire Gallery at Subang. I don know why, but i guess we don't wanna waste time going anywhere far but rather just spend some time together thats it. Things changes and we are not really in that 'hot' situation anymore, somehow we are just very 'plain' and 'dull' like those old couples that had been long together. heh. Anyway, i need time to get used to it and i must learn how to care less. Hmm, nothing is forever. 平凡是福。=)


Chewing on his Tutti Fruity!


Chilling @ The Loaf


Dinner@Pasta Zanmai

And also, ~~shopping~~ outing session with the girlfriends. Last saturday, I went out with Cheow Ching and Chew Hong, my primary school best girlfriends! haha. After so many years, everyone had changed so much! One thing for sure, we became pretty girls!! haha XD. We went Mid Valley and (phew!) I did not spend a lot! muahaha! this again proofs me that i'm not a shopaholic! Guess who spend the most??? [tip: left left left]

@Sushi Zanmai

Our result of the day! XD Spot mine! i just bought one item!

Origins Drink up Intensive overnight mask! Ahhhh this is soooo good! I tried just once and i can see instant results! My skin is well hydrated the next whole day! I'm gonna try more Origins products muahaha.

Speaking of shopping, initially I wanted to write about the shopping I did in Europe, but too bad time doesn't allow me and I already packed everything into places, so i'm lazy to rearrange it for snapping photos. heh. I had to admit that i shopped a lot from clothes to bags to souvenirs, but it is because i knew that it was a once-in-a-life thing and I will never had the chance to splurge in those expensive things anymore in Msia. Not until I have financial stability and extra earnings. haha. I know how reluctant I am when it comes to buying luxury items here when it is not worth the price and also using my own hard earned part time money! =P I also admit I'm a spoiled brat, using parents money to satifsy my pure vain desires. hahaha. But coming back here, i have no more financial freedom but have to work really hard to have extra money for these desires. I'm not writing now to justify nor proof anything to anyone, but just a pure confession of a nearly-shopaholic girl. I know i've been spending too much and it's time to stop! (determined!!!!!!) Trust me, i know earning money is real hard, but spending money is just way toooo easy.

Anyway, if you are interested to know what i've bought for myself, here are the lists:

1) Clothes, clothes and clothes! hehe i think i bought a cupboard of clothes!

2) Bags - 3 LC bags, 1 LV, 2 brand-less bags. XD

3) Givenchy Play Perfume, i really love the scent!

4) 3 pairs Foorwear -Birkenstock slippers, Jazz shoe fr London, Ballerina flats fr H&M.

5) Cosmetics&Accessories

A quick snap of some items. =D

And also my recent buyings after returning to Msia had cost a hole in my pocket. T___T I'd bought heels fr C&K, facial sessions and facial products, pedicure services, outings here and there!

Oh well, after realising my money in my bank acc had been constantly depleting, (I shall not disclose my spendings =X) I have now full determination to stop any shopping sessions or whatsoever!

SO IM GONNA WORK HARD FROM NOW!!!!

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Yumcha session and Farewell for Loon Han.

Last night, Me and my high school mates went KLIA to send off Loon Han that's flying to India!!! AAAAHHH Loon Han, always the first in class, always the genius and always the cute Loon Han, he cried after we sang the song 一路顺风 for him! hoho. He had soo many friends and relatives to send him off! And the best thing is, he is going with a group of JPA scholars~~ You can't imagine how many people were there last night @@.

can you see how people were there surrounding the platform?? @.@

[Anyway, all the best, Loon Han. I am very sure you can achieve what you want and you will be very successful in life! I have full faith in you! It will be lonely at first but I'm sure you will get used to it fast! We will miss you a lot!!!]

Reminder: Lee Sue Jean, work hard for your goals!!!

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I've been exercising more and eating less. Hope I can slim down fast!! ahhh. 45kg here i come!!!!

My short term goals! hehe.

I'm inspired by the thinking: law of attraction from The Secret and The Power from Rhonda Byrne. Think positive so that good things will be attracted to you!!!!

I also have to remind myself that Confidence makes a beautiful women! hehe. And also to have a big heart to everyone!

Camwhore of the day: =D ( me and Nicolas Sparks! teehee.)

Determination face! =X

hehe. End of post! Byeeeeeeee <3 <3 <3

XOXO,
Sue Jean.

Penang!!! =D

2011-07-18T00:12:00.000+08:00

Due to extreme boredness, i decided to go Penang for a few days!! XD haha just joking! I decided in a rush to visit my relatives because i haven't seen them for nearly 2 years!

Anyway, a quick update before i came here - Jeressa went to KL earlier and we met at KLCC.

The love birds <3

Went to eat Penang food with the family: Laksa, Char Kuey Tiau, O Jian, Muar chee, Rojak etc etc. wakaka.

Rojak.

O Jian!!

Char Kuey Tiauu~~

Muar Chee~~

And my favourite Laksaaaaa arghhh! <3

Met Jeressa again at Penang after the family left, wakaka. Her family brought me to seafood! yummy!!!!

Nice or not? haha don't view my blog when you're starving XD

Hehe. Didn't do much things here. Believe it or not, my first time using webcam to camwhore wahahaha! To compensate my last boring picture-less post XD Enjoy~ =D

I love using webcam! haha it makes me look pretty XD

Heh. Enough camwhoring for today XD

Lastly, i did pedicure earlier ago. I love my blue nails =D heh.

Okay that's it for now! Tata!!!

记事（二）: Homecoming.

2011-07-14T01:34:00.000+08:00

Hellooooo =X Sorry for being sooo lazy to update my blog.

Actually, i have some things to update, but due to lack of any photos, i assumed that readers wouldn't like to read the post without pictures XD hahaha. [so today no pictures sorry wahahahhaha XD)
But I'M TIRED OF TAKING PHOTOS!!!!! @@ hehehe. Temporarily lah! (give me rest a while can? XD) hahahha because i had consistently took pictures everyday everywhere during my whole EU tour, or i can say, for the past 6months, i've been taking pictures here and there!!! So, i'm kinda fed up of taking pictures again. hahaha XD although i still like camwhore and use my friend's camera/handphone to take pictures XD

I'm gonna try to update. Please be patient =D
1) I'm super free nowadays untill i start my new semester at Inti around mid August! Please date me out @@ i'm rotting at home because i'm tooo lazy to work! hahaha. [okay i promise myself to find a job tomorrow! or maybe anyone looking for someone to work please call me =D)

2) If you want to know how am I adjusting myself back here, I would say it is going fine. Just that the long lost feeling of super hot weather and sweating makes me kinda~~~ sien. And also due to jetlag, i couldn't sleep at night and usually wakes up during mid noon. But now it is gradually getting better, and soon i'm returning to my usual lazy lifestyle again, i guess. hahahaha.

3) I'm kinda shock that we can't wear yellow due to fear of getting caught as a Bersih 2.0 supporter for the past week! wtf. I always hate Msia government, but we as Malaysia citizens, just want a peaceful demonstration, we just want a clean and fair election, like that also will get caught?? God knows that you people are so dirty and corrupted. If the government keep themselves transparent and fair, why are they afraid to listen to us citizens? Even the country like Indonesia can have peaceful demonstrations with the assistant of policemen, why can't we?!!! @@ The rally was finally over and despite there were so many roadblocks, there were still people who attended the campaign. I really hope that the government can see this as a sign of how dissappointed we citizens are to the Msia government and make a change! Seriously, if i have the chance to migrate overseas, i would definitely gooo! hehe. [how bad am i, not proud to be a Msian XD] I just hope that we can at least have our rights to express ourselves.

(wuahahahha all photos stealed from blogs and FB =P)

4) The past week I'm just meeting friends and staying at home watching dramas. Keke. The second day of my arrival here, my 5s1 classmates did a gathering at my place. We planned it for some time and many of them came! I am so happy! Almost 30 people! Lots of them changed :) to Better! I'm glad that we still have the chance to gather because everyone will soon leave here to further their studies abroad. Maybe our next gathering will be the next summer break when everyone come back again? Anyway, we had a great time. =)

I like this candid shot! =)

5) Of course, I met up with the bf too. Heh finally seeing him again! He was so occupied with his studies and assignments because it was his final week of the semester! So we didn't have time to have a proper date =( hehe but is ok I know he will date me after his finals right?? XD he is a very sweet and good man. Hehe.

6) Meeting up with friends here and there. <3 Actually, is my beloved ones! <3 hahaha. I miss all of them so much! Went sing K, yum cha, steamboat, shopping, walk pasar malam, eat ho liao! hehe. Whether close or not, i'm just so happy to see the familiar faces again~

8) Goal of this month: Slim down and keep fit! haha. I will start my diet plan and exercise plan muahahhaa.

9) Start saving. tsk tsk tsk. I'm not shopaholic! ( Trying hard to defend myself!!! )

10) Gonna update my EU tour soon! heheeee. Byeeee <3

Bonjour et Au Revoir.

2011-07-03T04:07:00.000+08:00

Bonjour Malaysians, Au Revoir Parisiens~!

Yes I touched down Malaysia at 625am on the 1st of July 2011. I always thought that 12 hours flight was way too long, tooooo long! but it felt shorter compared to my flight to Paris in January. Maybe because my heart was filled with excitement and eagerness. I had expect to see the familiar faces of my loved ones. But yeah, I felt sad too. Sad of leaving this beautiful so called heaven place. I have so many wonderful memories here, I promise, i will come back and visit you again.

I sat the earliest Eurostar train from London to Paris and spent my last day just walking around aimlessly. (oh ya i went to London again after my Amsterdam trip XD, will update about my trip soon) I only had half a day so I had to make full use of it and try to return to the familiar places i've been the past few months. I went alone, I walked around the Louvre, I sat beside the Seine river, I went to Angelina Cafe and had a hot chocolate and pattisierie. I sat in a garden watching the Parisiens enjoying the sunlight, I went to ate my last French dinner, I went to La Defense, my home for the past few months. It was emotional. All the things, all the people, every single detail, i will try to remember and keep it in my heart.

I <3 Paris!

There was some funfair at the Tuileries Garden.

The owner of the restaurant gave me a flower, awww maybe because i was alone =D

Studying abroad in Paris was an unforgettable experience. I gained so much knowledge, so much friends, so much life experience that i would't have learned here. Although it's only one semester, I am sure that i've cherish my moments and live it up to the fullest. It could be considered my life turning point. It could also be my life guide.

I thank God for all these.

When the airplane finally ascend from the land, I said to myself,

Au Revoir, Paris.

Condolences.

2011-06-27T08:17:00.002+08:00

One of my coursemate had just passed away.

I am so shock to receive this news. I am devastated. I am in still in an aftershock state.

I ask God, why this is happening to him? He is so kind, so cheerful, so humorous and active, why you wanna take away his life that early???

I didn knew the seriousness of his condition until yesterday. I was so busy enjoying life while my friend was struggling hard between live or death. I finally knew how dangerous, how cruel, how rapid and how unpredictable cancer is. I thought he will be fine, I thought to myself, hmm I'm coming back in a few days time, and by that time I will pay him a visit. But now, I don't even have a chance to see him anymore except sitting here writing blog posts. I'm such a sucker. I feel so bad I couldn't be there to tell him how grateful I am to have the chance to know him. I feel so bad!!! ='( I really wanna cry out loud!!!

I realized that: Life is too short, way too short. Don't complain about the random petty things in life, you are already very lucky to be blessed with a healthy body. Think positive, stay positive and look further. Don't always complain to myself that I am ugly/poor/stress/fat etc etc. Don't be too obsessed with material things. Be contented. Be grateful. Show your love while you can still do it.

Rest in Peace, KKB. We will always love and miss you.

This is why I love Switzerland =D

2011-06-21T19:07:00.000+08:00

Hi, it's me again! hah. i thought i would never have the chance to blog during my travels, but seems that i'm blogging even more often than i thought! maybe because life is just so relaxing in Switzerland. No hurry, no rush. XD I have ample of time because i ~~am lazy~~ am preparing to catch a train later to Geneva. And it will be my last stop in Switz. What's next? Hello Netherlands =D

I didn't know why I always have something on these nice mountain/river/cute houses scenes like what I've just saw here. I remembered vividly when I was in New Zealand, the same feeling occurred on me. It's sooo beautiful! It's PEACE. The feeling of peace. I am so lucky to have the chance to just sit down and feel the breeze of the cool air and just watching these beautiful God-made masterpieces. I want to live here when i'm retired~ hehehhee!!!

Anyway i have pictures today! Tadaa~~ some of the nice pretty scenery pictures!

You know what, Switzerland's lakes and rivers are the cleanest i've ever seen in my life! Even in the city, their lakes are sooo clear that you wanna cry!!! I am really impressed how the people here never have a thought to throw their rubbish into the lakes! If is in Malaysia, the lake would become yellow in just a few years XD.

The town of Lucerne.

On top of Rigi Mountain, which is freakingly fckingly cold!!!! XD

The Panoramic views when we're sitting a train to Interlaken.

Switzerland's Flag! A white cross! =D

Can you see the Jungfrau Mountain at the back? The tallest mountain in Europe!

My favorite picture!!! =D

Did I mention how cute is Swiss Francs??? I love their currency =O

I slept in this tent village! It's a very different experience~ they have a theme for it, that is " Dreaming in Green"

I didn't really take much pictures of myself, one reason is because i don't wanna spoil the whole beautiful scenery, and also because I don't feel like seeing the ugly me in that picture. I am in the state of denial. LOL. When I took a picture of myself, I will automatically spit out:" Fat!!!!" or " Walao so ugly~!!!" hahaha. If you asks me what is disadvantage of travelling and going abroad, i would say that i turned fat and ugly and tanned! hahaha. =P But i know it wasn't a big deal anyway, if i have the chance to choose i will do it again =X (as long as the bf don't hiam me =X) I will try to become prettier when i come back lah~~ do more facial and hair treatment and skin treatment and whatever treatment loh~~~ XD)

Thanks Nestea and Elizabeth Gilbert for accompanying me through my travels. =D

Yours truly has very long fringe now~ cut or not??

Signing off with love,

Sue Jean. =D

Some updates.

2011-06-18T06:18:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, if you're missing me, here you go, some quick update on my travels. =D

I'm travelling with two awesome friends, Jeressa and Steven =P

Our first stop is Pisa, Italy.

Then, we went Florence,

and then Rome,

then Venice,

Milan.

I'm So sorry how disorganized my photos are. Haha it was because I was updating this post in a very short time. I'm so freaking tanned now!! And not to mention, fat!!!! T.T everyday I am constantly reminding myself that I can't put on any weight anymore if not i think nobody would want me :'( hehe. My goal for the next half year, Lose fat and get my fair skin back!!

I'm at Switzerland now :) I love Switzerland!! (Hehe basically I love every place in Europe XD) but Switzerland is really really really wonderful!! It makes me think of New Zealand! Because the scenery is ridiculously breathtaking!!!! I really mean it! When I was sitting in the train looking at the view outside, all I was thinking is, this is like heaven! This is really my heaven! I said to god, please let me be born in this city if I have another life! Unfortunately no pics for now >.< hmmm.

Alright, I think that's all. Few thoughts before signing off, I miss the bf (duh =.=) I miss my friends back in Malaysia. Wait, seriously by all my friends I mean every one that I know, including all my lovely gangs, good friends, hi-bye friends, fb friends, etc etc. Maybe I don really know them, but its just good to know that we re still friends, despite we aren't that close. Sometimes a nod or a smile would be just enough :) lastly, I have to say that I miss my family so so much! Hehe.(my parents found out my blog! Damn it! XD ) nah..I really misses them a lot.:)

Alright, time for bed. Good night people.

XOXO,
Sue Jean.

My Boyfriend is freaking handsome and hot!

2011-06-17T04:59:00.000+08:00

You must be wondering why I post such a flattering title. Well, it just came into my mind while I was walking in one of the streets in Milan. In fact, my boyfriend is really freaking handsome and he's hot XD. Btw, I'm at Milan and today will be my last day in Italy. I will update on the next post XD. And for now, I just feel like writing a post to the bf, because I know lately I was busy travellng and we couldn't contact much. I've had to say that it sucks not being able to contact the people you love.

To my dearest boyfie, I miss you so much. I know you miss me too. I've been to many nice places, I've been to Venice, the so called most Romantic place on earth, but it wasn't how I'd feel, it ain't romantic without you, how I wish you were here T.T I know sometimes I'm very stubborn, I wanna do things my own way, we have different perceptions, different ways of doing things, you think that I'm too open minded and I think that you're too conservative. We fought kinda lot, we cant put down our guards to apologize, we are just so dramatic. But as much as we quarrel over petty issues, I still wanna love you. I really wish you can know, that I'm really serious about us. I have my flaws, but you have it too, who doesn't? We have contradicting characters, thus we must keep trying hard to compromise and compromise.

I might have hurt you in ways that I didn't intend to. I disappoint you so much that in the first time in my life, I started to feel I'm a lousy girlfriend. I always thought that I know how to love somebody, I always thought that I'm a very good girlfriend, but now I have to really rethink again. I guess all I need is acceptance. I think I'm somebody who constantly needs approval for the fact that I'm a very undecided and too little self confidence person.

Lastly, thank you for the patience and love you've gave me through all these months. When I was with you at first, my heart wasn't ready yet. I was just starting to pick myself up from scattered pieces of my past. I might not love you the way I used to love, but with you I know I must create a whole new way of loving someone again. I must have faith.

It's 15 days left. Wait for me.

Ps: at the end of the post, I felt like I was writing this to myself, to remind myself that I must do better.:)

:小丑，

2011-06-14T06:52:00.000+08:00

或许会觉得这个举止或行为有点白痴，这只是在自欺欺人，但我必须诚实的面对自己。
或许，不看，不听，不闻不问才是解脱的方法。
我要好好地爱自己，与爱我的人。

有缘千里再相见。

Ps: 若有看见。

记事

2011-06-13T07:18:00.000+08:00

今天，我有特别多的感触。

第一，觉得时间过得很快，就快离开欧洲了，有点小难过。
第二，罗马是个浪漫的地方，特别是那 Trevi fountain, 让我觉得自己太幸福了。
第三，就快见到我最亲爱的家人及朋友，很兴奋很开心。
第四，觉得自己有所改变，虽然不能具体地表示，但总觉得自己已改变了些。
第五，觉得人生苦短，不要为了过去的事耿耿于怀，要学会放开。
第六，讲钱伤感情，所以以后所有帐目要紧紧地记得。
第七，觉得回到马来西亚，很多事情会有所改变。
第八，一段友谊不需要时常见面才能长久，只要有心，友情还是可以一直保存在心中。

小记事(一)

:)

Au Revoir.

2011-06-11T00:54:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone! I'm currently at Florence,Italy! Hehe.

Just so you know, I finished my awesome semester at Paris! I feel so sad yet I know life's like this >.< I am grateful meeting the friends here, and despite knowing that this friendship might fade away, I still hope that we can still keep in touch always. This is where Facebook becomes handy XD I really hope to see you guys in the future! :(

There are so many things to update now but I don't have the time to blog about it! We had a good warming farewell, and I was just too busy with packing all my stuffs, cleaning my room, did all procedures before leaving Paris, meeting friends here and there, etc etc. It is like packing the past few months in just a few days. And also, I went to south France few days ago, which was Avignon, Marseille and Nice! I really like the people there! They are so friendly! So, this again proofs that French people are not arrogant as we thought! (Only people in Paris! XD)

For the coming days, I ll be going around Europe! So I ll be going MIA for some time! Hehe, but I'll still Facebook! ;) then, I will be back to msia!

Hope to see all my friends in msia soon! :) will update again!

Lost.

2011-06-08T07:18:00.000+08:00

我现在的心情，就是沉沦，沉沦，再沉沦，是怎么也无法形容。
口与鼻子斗，永远是没完没了。
有谁可以告诉我解决的方案？

我不想就这样结束了。

巴黎待续。

2011-06-03T09:31:00.000+08:00

今天是我在法国的最后第六天，巴黎的最后第三天。

这几天，懒懒散散地，可能是即将要离别的一些小伤感吧。
昨天，在ESCE考试完毕了，大伙儿去了Leon de Bruxelles吃海鲜！
它们最有名的是它们家的mussels =D 好久没吃海鲜了！想起了马来西亚的海鲜啊！
超棒的！

服侍我们的waiter超好，真是难得呀！他一定很奇怪为什么这般亚洲人用英语沟通，呵呵。好奇了问大家来自哪里。我们是国际化的 =P 有韩国，越南，日本，中国，和马来西亚哦！

由于不是很了解那法语menu, 加上人又多，我们大概用了半小时至40分钟的时间来点菜。呵呵，那waiter肯定在心里诅咒我们吧~

我选了它们的Menu Original，有starter与main plat, 就是一锅mussels! =D

味道不错，很新鲜，很有口感！Leon de Bruxelles 是在巴黎一间连锁店，每逢星期三和星期日，它有All You Can Eat套餐！大家都吃得肚子撑着呢！

吃完后，大伙儿就到了巴黎最有代表性的Eiffel Tower~~ 的公园啦！嘻嘻。Parc Champ du Mars.
太开心了，因为我好想来这儿好久了！终于有机会来到了。呵呵。大伙儿玩得很疯！ =D

今天，睡得特别迟。东西已经收拾得七七八八了。
剩下的是一堆依依不舍的心情。
我和朋友一起到了附近的park坐着，喝一杯清凉可口的果汁与cheesecake, 享受巴黎阳光。

即将离开了。明天我会去法国南部，享受阳光与沙滩。
你会想我吗?

The last week in Paris.

2011-05-25T18:18:00.000+08:00

It's so hard to start writing this post. I knew it would come one day but it is just too fast, too soon! This is my last week in Paris. I'll be here untill the next Thursday. Awww i feel soo sad!

I'll be having exams the few days later, so yesterday, i decided to go out around Paris for sightseeing, for the last time! Me and Jeressa, as always LOL, went out early in the morning and visited the last few places that we've been longing to go! We went to the top of Arc du Triomphe, to Moulin Rouge theatre, to a Castle nearby, to have tea together, to Le Marais, and to Chinatown for the last time! It's a good day! =D

The top view on Arc du Triomphe.

Moulin Rouge~~I finally used my longchamp! lol. Pretty or not? hehe.

Chez Carette~~

Chateau de Vincennes

Eating Pho in Chinatown~

I believe when i return home and reflect all the memories in Paris, it would be just like a dream for me. Our life is different here, there are less pressure, less things to worry about, new things to look for and discover. But i know all these are temporary because we are new to this whole environment, maybe I wont be as excited as I am now when i'm staying here for 2 to 3 years or above. Although it's only around half a year, but i definitely gained lots of valuable experiences and knowledge! I'm glad that i enjoyed every moment here in this wonderful place, with all the awesome people i've know them here. I will miss all of them! a lot a lot! because after bidding goodbye to them, I don't know when will be our next hello!

I know I will miss this place, but i know i will miss the people even more.

This few months in Paris gave me a chance to live independently, taking care of myself, juggling time between work and play, doing housework and cooking, build up international relationships and expose to different kinds of knowledge. These are experiences that we can't learn in our textbook! hmmm... i guess in the future when i'm a mother, i will also send my kids overseas! if i can afford to! XD

On a last note, this past few weeks is kinda like an emotion roller coaster, i had lots of joy and laughther, sad and sorrows! my relationship is going well, even though there were arguments and fights. I can't promise forever to my relationships, but at least what i can do is to learn from mistakes and to amend past faults in order to have a healthy relationship. Anyway, the previous post wasn't about my current bf, he is absolutely not that kind of jerk who will take advantage of the long distance to have two relationships in a same time, and he is a responsible man ;P i'm so glad that i finally knew the truth, thanks to their one year anniversary =P

The last week here, imma gonna enjoy my every second! =)

Love you guys <3

Sue Jean.

给不值得留念的人。

2011-05-25T06:43:00.000+08:00

爱情是盲目的。这句话真的很有道理。
当你认清了事实的真相，才不会对以往念念不忘。
女人还是要学会聪明点，不值得留念的人事物，把它忘了吧。

原来，从一开始，你就已经被判了我。原来一开始，你就没想过要向我交代。
原本还对你有些留念，但现在，你让我看清了真相，我不会对以往再有任何的眷恋。
当男人一脚踏两船的时候，心里到底在想什么？我真的很好奇。
是那些女人傻？还是毫不知情？
说到底，还是男人的贪念与不负责任！

我真的觉得很庆幸相信了自己的直觉。
也觉得很庆幸，我已经不是你的女人。
更庆幸的是，我已经完全看清了你。

最庆幸的是，因为你，我找到了一个很爱我，我也很爱他的人。

Happy Times.

2011-05-23T00:43:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps! its time to update my long-lost blog! =D

Just so you know, the bf came to Paris 2 weeks ago! We spent a very good time here~ i enjoyed every moment of it =)

Actually, i don really know how to compound every detail in this post! haha. This first few days we were just enjoying each other's companion~ so there were not much interesting activities! We went walking around Paris =D Since it is also my last month in Paris, i better visit those beautiful places one more time before i leave here!

In the weekend, we went to London, with Steven! hahaha. [Steven is sooo pityful!] but he is a very independent person, so no worries =P He went to meet his friends in London while both of us just walk around London, and shopping in Primark!!!! Alright, i gotta say something: I LOVE PRIMARK!!!!! although i really hate it when there's soooo many people inside! GRRRRRrrr~~ because the things inside are sooo cheap!!!! everything is like 3pounds? a pair of shoes for 5pounds?? haha. clothes can be as cheap as 2.50 pounds? and its not bad! As in 至少可以见人啦 =P so i bought ~~a lot~~ some for sure lah! =P

I went to Topshop/Dorothy Perkins/ Miss Selfridge, but the price is not much different from M'sia! why? i thought it would be cheaper? LOL. Anyway, its too expensive over there and i really don wanna spend all my pounds and pennies in that shop! but i bought a skirt and a top from selfridge because it was on half price! =D
Im not a topshop person... hmmmm. i prefer miss selfridge =P

Overall, london is just another typical city. There were not much things to see, so i concluded that: London is a place for shopping! =P

After coming back from London, i was busy with school because it was the last week of the semester, and there were lots of things to do! I have a final exam the next day after the trip! hmmm chio leh! hehe. Hmmm well it turns out that the exam was not that bad! hehehe. Lucky me! And the few days after i was also kinda busy with school work, so there were not much activities except watching movie, out for dinners, eat sleep etc etc. hehe.

Apart from that, we went to Disneyland~~! This time i managed to finish all the interesting rides because there were less people on the weekdays! Hoho we finally had our first disney experience! =D

The days left were just randomly walking around and joining friends! Although we didn't do much, but it was already enough! the most important was the time spent together~ =D

We tried Vietnamese food and French food =D

We did some shopping too =)

Tadaa! The bf bought me these:

kekekkekee just joking lah!!!!!! [i wish too XD] we are good son and daughter =P

Hmmm i guess that was all about it~ Happy times fly! He is back and sitting in the airplane now T____T
I will be having the rest of my exams and the semester is finish! In 2 weeks time i will start my travelling trip and in a month i'll be back to M'sia!!! =D

Excited to see me ??? =P

XOXO

Sue Jean.

无题。

2011-05-22T22:33:00.000+08:00

原本应该在部落格写下这两个星期与另一半怎么快乐地享受在巴黎美好的时光，但是写了写，觉得其实一切都很没意思，因为这些经验真的很难用以一遍文章就叙述完了。

是的，这两个星期，因为有他的存在，巴黎突然变得好浪漫。我又恋爱了。
我真的好开心他有这个机会来到巴黎；真的很感谢他，可以给我在这些快乐的时光，我知道这是一个很难得的机会，也知道很多人都羡慕我们可以在巴黎度过快乐时光。所以不管怎样，我都会时常提醒自己是多么幸福和幸运，提醒自己要知足。

这些回忆，我今生都不会忘记 =)

这次的‘相聚’与‘相处’，让我领悟了不少道理。许多妈妈劝我的话又出现在脑海里。我有好多好多话想说，但却不知道怎么表达。我只能说，相爱容易相处难。

再次证明，许多东西不能只看表面。
有时，我会问自己，是不是要求太高？是不是是自己太小气，在钻牛角尖？感情是不是就是这样子？我没有任何怨言，只觉得人生就是这样子吧。世界上没有人是完美，也没有完美的情人。因为自己已经有好多的瑕疵，所以并没有资格说什么。

每一段感情，我都投资了时间与爱，但真的这样子，感情就能开花结果吗？

Arrival of May.

2011-05-08T18:36:00.000+08:00

Hey peepsss!
Oh ya few days ago i finally have the time to filter my FB! Filtering means deleting some people from my fb which i never even seen them before! I think i've deleted around 200 people? I just feel that i posted lots of pictures in FB and i want to have slight more privacy =P

Time flies! i've been repeating this over and over again! I still can't believe I only left like 1 month in Paris?? Because after my finals I will be going backpacking around western Europe! well not exactly backpacking but travelling.

It's so different right now. I'm living my dreams and I need to wake up from this wonderful dream to go back to the reality. BIG SIGH. Anyways, this month i have a very important mission --- to enjoy my every moment in Paris and enjoy as much FOOD i can here! haha. I've been resisting to eat outside because ~~wtf Paris food is damn expensive!!!!!~~ All these while i was calculating my budget and trying my best to save, but wtf i just don wanna care anymore this month. muaahhahaa XD I need to enjoy my life here!!! =P

So yesterday Me and the beloved Jeressa, we went to a restaurant recommended by lots of people! I found it online too~~ under the search title 'best budget french restaurant' XD The name of the restaurant is called "Chez Gladines" Seriously i recommend everyone to go there! The food is SUPER large portion and the price is very reasonable! the most expensive plat is just 12.80 euros! Usually you can order one plat for 8euros and is is super delicious! And the best thing is, the waiters are friendly!!! [just so you know, french services are very bad!]

There is a weird guy at the back posing >.<

Our super huge salade!!

And the very very delicious escargots with ham with cheese with mushrooms and potatoes! awwww.

With a cup of beer. LOL.

Address:
Chez Gladines. 30 Rue des Cinq Diamants, 75013 Paris. Metro Line 6, Corvisart.

After our great lunch, we headed to Chinatown for groceries shopping. Hehe. The weather is soo good this few days! I bought lotsa stuff! This is the first time ever did I bought sooo many stuffs! because someone is coming~~~ hehehehe. im gonna cook a good meal *shy* hehehhee. Later after finishing all the stuffs, we decided to sit on the park near our place. We always passby this park, but we never tried sitting down and just relax! but since the weather is sooo good, we should! hehe.

At night, we attended a small farewell party for Takuji~~ He's leaving Paris and going to London!

And yesterday, we decided to indulge ourselves in some good Crepes! The name of the shop is Creperie Pen-ty, at the Metro station Place de Clichy. Thanks to my Korean friend, Stella, who brought us there!

Very very cosy and nice creperie restaurant! The crepes are very good too!!!

The French usually eat crepes with cider. very nice!!! =)

Address: Creperie Pen-Ty, 65, Rue de Douai, 75009 Paris.

[Aih i think i've gain weight.... but still.. i want to eat!!!! go back msia only gam fei lah.. >.<]

After having our good dessert, we went to the Eiffel Tower!!! hoho. I love Eiffel Tower in May!!!! It was 1030PM but the park is still FULL OF PEOPLE!!!!! I really really love the scene i saw last night!!! aww it was sooo nice! I AM DOING THAT FOR SURE! hehehehe.

Do you know that the Eiffel Tower 'sparks' every hour for around 3 mins??? I recorded a video!!! soooo pretty!!! [ ignore the background sound, there's someone trying to sell us things!! haha ]

Hoho. Assignments and finals are coming really really soon!!! ~~Aih can I just screw everything??? XD~~ To be honest I didn't really care about my studies here. LOL. I was just busily enjoying my time here in Paris =P Screw you finals!!!! >.< hahaha. shit it will affect my studies back in msia >.<. Sigh.

At last, i wanna say: IT'S 1 DAY LEFT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AWWWWWWWWWWWW i can hug the bf in another 48 hours! im sooo excited!!! heheheee cant wait to see him after soo long!!! <3 <3 <3

ps: I might abandon my blog for some time =P =P

Chaoz everyone!!! =P

Eurodisney.

2011-05-03T16:36:00.001+08:00

Hello! If you saw my photos in facebook, you'll know that i've been to Disneyland in Paris! It was my first time in Disneyland!!! happy~~~

Actually, I wasn't very excited or looking forward to it at first, maybe because i'm not that age anymore when cartoons were everything! but after this trip to Disneyland, I am looking forward to go another time and the other Disneylands in other countries! Why? because it brings you happiness!!!! haha.

Although i couldn't really imagine how Disneyland was supposed to be, [because some say that this Disney wasn't really 'disney'] i think that it was really an excellent 'invention'.. their buildings, their games, their rides, their shows... they were all so cute and pretty! Just the look of it makes you happier~ and the people working there also looked friendlier~ hahaha. I almost forget how much I used to love cartoons, I used to love minnie, hahaha. And i love Cinderella above the others like snow white, aladdin, the mermaid etc etc.

This disneyland in Paris is the only Disney in Europe~~ but i heard that this disney wasn't really profitable because europeans are not as adventurous and interested about the whole disney concept! And it is true that there were lots of conflicts before the construction of Eurodisney in Paris because the french people thinks that this is an American influence or something like that. I wonder how it will be in the US? I am sooo looking forward to go to US Disneylandsss! awww!

Basically there are a few types of tickets you can choose: 1day1park, 1day2parks, and yearly pass. We bought the 1day2parks ticket online with a very very good price. It was only 35 euros while normally it sells around 60 euros? The 2 parks would be the main Disneyland Park and the other park which is Walt Disney Studios. We went first to Walt disney studios because we thought that we can finish this park first and enjoy more time in the main park. But unfortunately we came to a conclusion that 1 day wasn't enough for both parks.[duh...=.=] We only spend around 4 hours in the main park which was really really NOT ENOUGH!!!

But its okay. The most important thing is, WE HAD FUN!!! Its really a happy day =)

I wish I am a small kid again.

Anyway, two rides in Disneyland made an impact on me. The first one was 'The Hollywood Tower Hotel' ride! hehe it was in Walt disney studio park and it is really FANTASTIC! haha. Well it wasn't that scary but it was certainly surprising! You couldn't predict the next thing that was gonna happen! Thats why it is soo fun! Awww how i wish i can sit that ride again!

Another one is a cruise named "it's a small world"~ a very happy and cute ride ~~ I took a video inside! haha. [you can hear my constant humming of the song!! XD]

So cute right? I love this ride!

Disneyland is really a place to getaway from the stressful life of the big city. It's like stepping into the dream world and forget about unhappy things temporarily. hehe. Be sure to visit Disneyland and discover it's awesomeness yourself!

PS: I am going there another time in two weeks =P But this time i will be going with the BF~!!!!!!! AWWW freaking 7days left!!!! I CAN'T WAIT ANYMORE! hahahaha. i'm just so glad that he is coming to Paris!!
I missed him so so so much i just want to be in his arms again =P *shy*

Stay tune for next updates =)

Hola Spain~~

2011-04-27T23:21:00.001+08:00

Hola everyone!! I'm FINALLY back from my 8days7nights trip to Spain. why finally? because i'm berry tired ah hehe XD

3nights in Barcelona, 4 nights in Madrid.

The first question you might want to ask: "How was it?"
I will answer you: " hmmmm well not bad! like that lo. " Because I really don't know how to summarize everything in one sentence! Great?? Fun?? Happy?? Satisfied?? Sad?? Angry? Tired? Mad?
A little bit of everything.

Since it's kinda impossible to blog about the every little detail in my post lazy then say lah =P, I shall just divide it into parts and blog according to my feelings!

A general summary of my Spain Trip:

Barcelona, Spain

First Day was just sitting an evening flight to Barca, reached there at night. Checked in our Youth Hostel. Sleep.
Second Day: Visiting places around Barca, focusing on Gothic buildings. Highlight of the day : Port Vell.
Third Day: Visit the famous Gaudi Monuments. Highlight of the day: Sagrada Familia, Park Guell, Barceloneta beach.
Fourth Day: Visit Sagrada Familia again. Palau de la Music Catalana. St Joseph Market. Fly to Madrid.

Madrid, Spain

Fifth Day: Visiting around Madrid. Highlight of the day: Royal Palace of Madrid, Plaza Mayor.
Sixth Day: Sat a train to Segovia. Visiting around Segovia.
Seventh Day: Madrid visiting. Highlights: Caixa Forum, Museo del Prado, El Retiro Park.
Eighth Day: Fly back to Paris.

Food : 3 course meal. Highlights: Paella, Tapas, Churros. Sangria Alcoholic drink.

Shopping: Zara.

Barca happy travels.
Well, the first and foremost happiest thing is that I really did went to Spain! Hmm somehow i still couldn't believe it. I wasn't very fond of this country and I never really did any research on how great this country is. Jeressa and Steven was inspired by the drama Meteor Garden acted by F4 [believe it or not i havent watch this show wtf] because it was filmed in Barcelona. So we finally made a trip to Spain! hee~~~

The first few days was awesome in Barcelona. The weather was good, the places didn't dissappoint us, except the pickpocket incident. All I can say is, Barcelona is really really different from Paris, from lots of the places i've been to. The buildings, infrastructures, and the atmosphere gives people a 'vintage' feel. hehe. The first day in Barca, we went around the places near our hostel, and the place i really love would be Port Well. It is just a normal port but the scenery is breathtaking! And coincidentally it was sunset, so the combination of colours made everything look pretty!

If you want beaches, hilltops, city life, good food, friendly people, artistic monuments, Barcelona is the place for you. We visited many IMPRESSIVE architectures! The first and most amazing cathedral/church/building/monument (wtf i don't know how to describe it!) is the Sagrada Familia~~~ IT WAS SUPER DUPER ________ (leave for you to describe it) It was designed by Antoni Gaudi and it started its construction work since 1889, and it's not finish yet till 2026! I can't imagine how tall will the building be when it is complete! What really amazed me and everyone was the small details carved on every part of the church, which was really reaaallly awesome, really fine and professional work. I AM TRULY AMAZED.

We visited the first day but it was closed due to some stupid fellar attempted to set fire inside the building. [it's usually open 365 days but it was closed on that particular day, why are we so 'lucky'?] This news even came out on the first page of Spain's newspaper the next day! Luckily it was reopen again the next day~~
There are also other Gaudi buildings in Barcelona that made it a tourist attraction, such as Casa Mila, Casa Batlo, Palau de la Musica Catalana, etc. It was very unique and pretty. [because i love colourful things! XD]

Casa Batlo.

Casa Mila.

Palau de la Music Catalana

The next main attraction that we went to is Park Guell. The artworks in Park Guell was also a masterpiece of Antoni Gaudi. THIS PARK IS SOO CUTE! because there were those cute cute houses, like sweets!!!! And from the park, you can see the view of the whole Barcelona because it was located more on the hillside. [although it's kinda tiring when you needa climb flights of stairs to reach the park, but we are young still XP]
Also, there's this huge square whereby performers perform music, people selling stuffs, tourists gathered there taking pictures etc etc. Not to forget the beautiful artworks of Gaudi and also the flowers and gardens.

Barceloneta beach would be great if there was enough sunlight! Unfortunately there's not thus we can't enjoy the beach >< But i'm sure it would be really packed with people during the summer~~ especially bikini girls *wink wink*

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Madrid happy travels.
We didn't really take much photos in Madrid. Although Madrid is the capital city of Spain, but it didn't interest me as much as Barcelona did. [and i initially thought Barca is the capital of Spain haha wtf] See just some photos will do. =P

Don't miss Plaza Mayor! Where you can see lots of people dressing up in costumes trying to earn a living. You just need to donate your money to take some pics with them, hehe.

I chose to take with Spongebob coz it was really cute and i know there's someone there loves Spongebob! XD

But if you really did travel to Madrid, don't forget to visit Segovia and Toledo, 2 nearby towns. Due to time and budget constraint, we only went to Segovia. But it was worth it. The buildings there were very different and unique too, it was formally the living place of the Romans. Hence the buildings were all Roman-like styles, you can feel yourself being in an ancient place, with castles and rocks and hills and trees surrounding you. hehe.

Another impressive architecture is the Roman Aqueduct in Segovia. It is sooooo long and huge! Impressive!

The last atrraction i really love is the El Retiro Park! It was damn huge! And it's pretty!!!

There's a huge lake for people to row their own boats....awwww

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Some not-so-happy events.

I guess it was really true for the fact that Barcelona has the highest pickpocket rate in Europe. And they were truly professionals. It seems like they have a training school for them to acquire those 'fantastic' skills. We know that we have to be careful, we just knew it. We know that it is a dangerous place, but still, despite equipped with the awareness, we still falled for the victim of pickpockets. Two of my friends got pickpocket on the 1st and 2nd day consecutively. FYI one is wallet stolen, everything gone; another one is cash stolen only, but the person still manage to put the wallet back to the bag! You see how professional are they? And their bags aren't those that can easily reached! One needs to be flipped up and open the zip inside while another one is clutched with a keychain to secure the zip~ But still!!!!!!

Anyway, luckily the rest of us are safe. We only can think positive right? XD

Oh ya, and also the youth hostel experience! Also called the backpackers hostel. Actually it wasn't that bad, it's just less comfortable when there's so many people in a room, and you must be extra careful whenever you do anything because it generates noise, but overall it was still a good experience! [the only thing that sucks to the max is when there were no Wifi during our stay in Madrid! Internet is really really important! We only can access the internet when we went Starbucks for a drink to use their wifi >.<]

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Spain localities:
Everywhere you go, you can see "Tapas" and "Paella" sign in all restaurants. Paella is the main course that you must try when visiting to Spain. It is actually rice with a mixture of olive and saffron and also prawns, meat, etc. I love it! hehe. Maybe because it is rice? haha i love rice. Tapas is just appetizer. So so only lah. hehe.

We also tried Churros, which is a dessert. But it is actually our Yau Char Ker! Its the same taste! haha. they dipped it in chocolate! But definitely Msia will be far cheaper!!!! so i better wait when im back to Msia! kekee.

In Barca and Segovia, we randomly found out a very nice restaurant serving 3 course meal for a very reasonable price!!! That's something that i'm really happy about! In barca, we dine in this restaurant named Les Quinze Nits, the ambience of the restaurant was very good, and the portion of food is big, service was good and most importantly, the price is only 9.90 euros! WORTH IT RIGHT? hehe.

The starters.

The Main Course.

We also went to a bar to have a quick American lunch, which was a big burger with fries and coke for just 5.40euros! So happy!

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Shopping.

I spent most of my shopping in Zara, a shop i will never go in Malaysia. hahahaha. So this is also a good experience. Because the Zara here is way cheaper compared to Msia! The price in Spain is the cheapest among whole Europe because this is a Spain brand! lol. So i bought some clothes for myself, my family and also the bf. hehe.

Spain is also a very nice place to shop. We went to a place near the Sol metro station, where the whole district was just shops shops and shops! but due to budget constraint, we just shopped Zara. lol.

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It was really a pleasant trip if you don't mention the pickpocket incident. The Spanish people were far more friendlier than French people heh XD and most of the people we met speak english! Unlike in France, English is somehow like a taboo or stg like that. haha. Anyway, we had a very fun 8days7nights, and I really feel grateful for everything I had. Thanks to Steven for always guiding us, and always being so patient with us girls. hahahha. Thanks to the girls, Jeressa, Si Yi and An Li.

Thats all I guess, for my Spain trip! If you want any information, feel free to contact me! =)
Gracias~~~

Adios my friends =D

Mumbles from Barcelona.

2011-04-19T04:44:00.000+08:00

Hi, I'm currently at Barcelona, inside our youth hostel using their wifi to online. Well, this is my first time staying in a youth hostel, and this makes me think of the times that I used to joined camps,where everyone sleeps together in a dorm, waiting for toilets, listening to other people's snoring..haha. but the environment here is not bad, and luckily I can use the wifi using my HP.

The first day was not bad! I'll upload pics once I go back to Paris! Are u waiting eagerly? Muahaha. XP
Unfortunately, our first day was instantly spoiled by an incident: my friend got pickpocketed by some suckers! Actually before coming here I did some research about Barcelona and it was proved that the pickpocket rates here are very high, jz that I didn't expect we will really became a victim of it. Poor friend! We re so sad! Anyway, we will still continue our fantastic journey!

Another more personal thing kinda spoiled my mood. But anyway, I shouldn't care so much because it was literally a useless jerk. I just feel so disappointed that's it. I didn't see this coming because I thought our friendship is suffice to reciprocate the things behind us. Oh well, maybe there's another story behind this. Or maybe is me who innocently thought that we can still be friends after all.

That's it for today, I gotta sleep soon! I wanna continue my awesome Spain trip tomorrow!

Everything in a rush.

2011-04-17T21:47:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps! I am doing a last minute update before my flight to Spain in 4hours later! I have SO MANY THINGS TO UPDATE but the time doesn't allow me to do so T_____T awwww soooo saddd man!

Okay, I guess i'll just sum it up and write in a short summary thats it. [ or i might write again when i have free time ~~but i guess i wont do so hehheee~~]

Last friday, I finally tasted the feeling of being Blair Waldorf, erheemm XD as in her shopping experience. In Gossip girl she and Serena are the fashionistas, the chic girls and the super rich girls. I don't think their heart would even ache for a second when they are just buying and buying and buying. Those Chanels, Louis Vuitton, Hermes, Prada-s ain't cheap things! I really wonder why people would be so obsess with branded items until they can spend millions of $$ for it >.<

I didn really know how to admire luxury goods and for me, Charles&Keith is already considered luxury goods for me. After coming to Paris, [and also the constant brainwash from Jeressa XP] my knowledge of luxury goods increased! haha is that good or bad??? Increase as in I finally can differentiate which brand is which brand, unlike previously i just know how to differentiate LV, Gucci and maybe some other normal bags that we can see in daily life. Haha. But now i guess I know more branded stuffs. LOL. But anyway, Me and Jeressa went to Galeries La Fayette and Printemps, the two biggest luxury shopping malls in Paris and did some shopping! =)

I was hesitating for a very long before making this 'big decision' of buying bags. hahahhaa i mean, this is my first time buying soo expensive bags, although Longchamp wasn't the most expensive ones but still, it costs a lot. And because i found out, that according to Jeressa, the bags sold in Msia is farr more expensive than here! Well i always know that Paris is famous for its luxury goods, but i didn't know the price difference of Longchamp and LV. Another reason, of course is to satisfy my self-vanity but i guess im easily satisfied with Longchamp and Charles&Keith. muahahha.

So, these are my new bags:

Longchamp Victoire and the curry colour Le Pilage =)

And i bought another bag from Minelli, a France brand. I love it so much although its not a very famous one, but whatever! as long as i like then its ok! =)

Okay This would be one of my life time experience that I wouldn't forget! Acting like a rich girl buying branded bags. LOL. And you know what, next time if anyone of you comes to Paris, please go to Printemps instead of La Fayette( I really dislike that place uhhhh because too many people and service not good, another long story lah anyway)

The next day, me and the usual friends, Jeressa, Hiro, Takuji and Steven went outing again! This time Si Yi from China tagged along! =) We went to this SUPER AMAZING PARK!!!! Parc de Sceaux!!! It was kinda far actually, but it is worth going! because the park is SUPER DUPER UBER PRETTTYYY!!!! Im like in a fairyland, surrounded by lakes, flowers, castles... awwww!!! I super love this park!!!

And the most exciting thing is we finally saw SAKURAsss!! Cherry blossoms! We cant see it in Japan but we can see it here!! I always thought only Japan has sakuras! hahaa. happy =))

The epic of the day was, after so long [coz initially we cant find suitable time >.<] i finally met Kai Ye from Edinburgh! She came to Paris for visiting and she finally can squeeze some time out for me hahahaa =P She is still so fair and cheerful and cute! We met at the Eiffel Tower and chit chatted a while, and then she joined my friends for Sushi buffet~~~wohoooo ALL YOU CAN EAT!!!!

This sushi buffet was SOOOO GOOD!!!! My japanese friends said it tasted the same in Japan! I keep eating non stop! I was soo lazy and too distracted by the food until i didn wanna take any pictures of it! haha means I rather eat than taking pics! okok picturessss!

I gotta go. Hope u guys like the post! Bye!!

I'm A......

2011-04-15T01:26:00.001+08:00

BIG PRAWN HEAD!!!

Randomness Part 1
Aih. Due to my blurness, i need to waste one pot of food! Because metoostupidforgettoputthefoodintotherefrigerator!!!!!!!!! FML.

Anyway, there are too many blurness-stories that happened on me since young. I think Jeressa is gonna get heart attack if she stays with me longer. hahahahaha XD fml why im so blur geh?

Hehe. Today i have plenty time to blog~~ and i proudly announce to everyone that IT IS SPRING BREAK NOW!!! muahahahhaa!!!!! [but actually coming here is like a whole looong break for me already hehehe XD] Ben Xiao Jie is very happy now... =)

So i'm free to blog, only for this few days lah! heh. so i must post all my randomness within these few days because next whole week i'll be in Spain and when i come back the blog will be like overloaded of information and everything will be about Spain and no space for my randomness wtf.
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Randomness Part 2
hehe a bit too excited and too random d. paiseh ah. I guess after coming here, there's few things i've changed:

1) becoming too random. WAIT! i'm actually already a random person, but due to enormous free time i have here(what i mean is i always have lots of time in front of the computer because i don't go out at night/no club/little class etc! i still keep myself busy all the time XD) so i can make videos, edit photos, edit blog, upload photos to FB bla bla bla.. stuffs like that which i wont do that often before!! hehe.

2) becoming more kepo. MEANS ample time = ample kepo!!!! because too much time facing the computer, so more time to kepo other people, which also means stalking people's FB and blogs muahahhaaa! reply comments/write comments/LIKE here LIKE there XD.

3) becoming more vain. FML i hate this. Vain as in, too much time = too much kepo = too much beautiful hot chicks = too much jealous = vain. hahaha my theory u understand or not? means when u keep stalking all the hot chicks page, you'll become very envy/jealous of them, so means you wanna also be like them, so will become more vain lo?For example i see a beautiful girl, then i will jealous, thinking why she so pretty i so ugly, so i will think of going for plastic surgery. =P [hehe joking lah]
THAT MEANS

Pretty girls = vain?

cannot say like that wor.

Some pretty girls are born pretty. They don't need to be wear make up and pretty clothes to be pretty. Also can say 清纯美, but not all of them are vain wor.

Some pretty girls are born okay. They just need a bit of make up to enhance their features and wear nicely. So means need a bit of vain lo, right?

Some pretty girls are made. They need make up to cover flaws and also enhance their features and dress up nicely. So means need to be vain!

WHY? because if you're not vain, you won't know how to dress up, correct or not? When you're vain enough, you will learn how to dress up, learn how to show your best part of your body, learn how to present yourself in the prettiest way! correct hor?!

So conclusion is, becoming more vain = becoming prettier! hahahaha so that means i must be happy lo! yeaahhh!!!! =P ( turn one round to praise myself wuahahahhahaaa =P )

Hmmm face the fact lah. every girl wants to be pretty, so what's wrong to be vain and pretty? As long as its not too much and the girl doesn't only have the looks but also have the brains[erheemmm *me me me* XD] hahahahhahahaaa. then it's totally okie~~ right??? =X

Anyway, most importantly, 世界上没有丑女人，只有懒女人啊~!!!

*k must shut up ad 懒女人*

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My Managing People class had a International People Management Project, which requires each and every individual in the class to create a website, inside including CV, Resume and things about ourselves. We also need to form an organisation within the class for this project and learn how to manage people. This class is really fun! =)

So i already did my website and im quite satisfied! I hope I can help promote Malaysia to the students here and let them know more about our country! Click and see =)

SueJean's Another Blog for Managing People Class

(please don't leave any comments or whatsoever LOL)

Okay, i think thats all for today. Preparing my dinner now. Bye! =D

Jean-nius nya!

A quest for Mr Right.

Dragon Year.

When I'm ready.

A Great Start!

Life changes, 2011.

KheeHeng + Adrienne | 25122011

A Big Reunion.

It's Holiday in Singapore!

Life's(You're) the judge.

Love Means Freedom.

Every cloud has a sliver lining.

“谢谢你喜欢我”。

#2

后知后觉的领悟。

The End.

Innocence.

狠下心。

#1

十月结束前。

顺其自然。

自食其果。

Therapy.

You're the best.

Messed up.

When Men Don't Talk.

You Don't Know.

Peace.

Heart vs Brain.

Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus.

Ain't Over You.

Merci, mon amour.

Bienvenue October =)

一道墙。

Little Happy things.

有遗憾，才完美。

"Septembre"

爱是意志。

假期愉快~

Joyeux Anniversaire!!! =D

看穿你。

South France.

Provence-Alpes-Côte d-Azur. The other region of France that was economically important as IIe-de-France (Paris region).

Whoopsie =D

Wake up!

Penang!!! =D

记事 （二）: Homecoming.

Bonjour et Au Revoir.

Condolences.

This is why I love Switzerland =D

Some updates.

My Boyfriend is freaking handsome and hot!

:小丑，

记事

Au Revoir.

Lost.

巴黎 待续。

The last week in Paris.

给不值得留念的人。

Happy Times.

无题。

Arrival of May.

Eurodisney.

Hola Spain~~

Mumbles from Barcelona.

Everything in a rush.

I'm A......

记事（二）: Homecoming.

巴黎待续。