Thursday, January 19, 2012

When I'm ready.

Finally done with my 2 hour lecture/presentation! Pheeeeewww. What a relief! I'm so glad that we did it! Thanks to my Bee Christine <3 She's a good friend, good listener, good adviser, good team mate, good partner!

Before presentation: Pale look @@ Nervous!!!
Camwhore first! =P
Celebrating our success at Sushi Zanmai! XD
With the gang!
Happy! Chinese New Year is coming!!! Ang pow ang pow ang powsss! I've been so busy with school lately that i almost didn't realize that CNY is just few days ahead! Weeeee. Was so occupied with so many stuffs recently, I need time for myself to breath. Guess this holiday is another time for me to relax and rejuvenate =)

On a more personal thought, I always remind myself to brush off negative feelings aside (yes, negative feelings) and in fact, ignorance really is bliss. However, sometimes i felt that though I'm really really contented with what I have now, that feeling of emptiness somehow still lies in me. I always wonder whether I can be that original me again but I'm sure it's just a matter of time. I'm glad that emo-ness has faded away, but still, that thing that aches me when the thoughts come haunting me. Ignoring is just a way of protecting myself but my blessings are always there. I'm proud that I've the enough courage to face the past, at least for now, it suffices.

I will just smile and tell myself, I'm fine.

XOXO,

Sue Jean.

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